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2012-01-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

It's 2012.

This will no longer be available.

Deleting my past so that I won't be recalled by any of it.

2011-05-01T00:56:00.005+08:00

It has been a way long time!!!
Hello May 2o11.
I wonder if this year's may is good.

So anyway..
I had a great time on Friday and Saturday.
Friday watched movie with Dania.
It was an awesome movie I swear!
Hilarious and I can't stop laughing!
Anw, glad that you liked it Dania! :)

Saturday??
Went out with Amirah & Mira! :D
Omg I missed them sooo much.
It has been a wayyyyyyy long time since we last met.
Went to Plaza Singapura then City hall.
Awesome day!!!
Really had a great time with them!

Reached Tampines, went to meet Bella at her house.
I was just helping since she needs a listening ear.

So literally these 2 days I had long days.
Tiring. Damn.
I hate school now btw.
Sighh.

2011-04-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

I may not know the thoughts.
I may not know the feelings.
I may not know you.
But what I know is that you're leaving me hanging.

I need an answer.
If there's a solution to this, I would be greatful to correct it.
I am certain of my feelings and thoughts.
Don't confuse me any further.
Thank you.

2011-03-28T22:24:00.007+08:00

Been letting this blog full with dust.
A lot of things happened and a lot to update.

Attachment is over, FINALLY!
Holiday period have to work. Sighhhhhh.
So, after the last day of attachment which was 18 March..
Very hectic and no back to back have things to do.

Starting with 19 March.
Work in the morning then go out with Uzzma & Rukhsana after that.
Very tiring.
I was in the afternoon shift for my last day of attachment.
Had to get up early on Saturday due to work. -.-
After that, go out with Uzzma & Rukhsana to Bugis.
Sheesha night for us. =)

**More @ FB.

The time flew so fast when we were having fun.
Went off from there around 9.30pm.
Reached Tampines at around 10.20pm.

After that, Bella met me up.
She had to take shots of my cats for her assignments.
And I had to be her model. LOL.
Stayed up to finish it till 4am.
End up, she slept over at my place.
I swear I was really tired that day.

The next day had to work at 12pm.
Lack of sleep + tired = Can't take it!!
Then worked all the way till Wednesday.

Wednesday, after work..
Met Bella to eat lunch at TenderBest. :)
Went together with Sis since she wants to follow. -.-
After that walked around the malls.
While waiting for Bella's sis and my mom.
Walked and chat...
Back to my place to show Bella what to buy.
Then I went to her place help her pack her bags.
She's going to San Francisco!!!
So jealous. :(
I miss her so much!!!

Now, been working.
Oh, and there's some thoughts in my mind.
I'm really confused.
Sigh.

2011-03-14T19:43:00.004+08:00

Congrats to Bhai for his marriage!!!

So good to see him at the wedding stand.
The 30 year old groom still look dashing no matter what!
I'm gonna miss the fun that we had when you were single Bhai!
It feels goood to marry someone who you deeply in love.
I wish you all the best in the marriage life.
Oh! Get something from Vegas for me!! :D

Finally the third week has come!
Last week for attachment and 4 more days to go!!
I can't wait for holidays to come and work my ass off.
I want save money and go overseas.
It may sound impossible, but I'll try to make it possible.

Tomorrow, I will miss this someone.
I won't be able to meet him for months.
I just hope you will be safe and sound.
No matter how harsh I sound, I'll still love you.
Yet, I'm worried for you now.
I'm sorry I can't send you off tomorrow.
Darn attachment!
Good luck to you and stay strong!

I realised that I'm getting old!
Omg.
The feeling is totally different from 5 years back.
My last year being a teen.
I'm scared.

2011-03-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

Been sooo busy.
Been going out the whole time.
Been soooo tired!!!!!

Last Thursday and yesterday went to a primary school for a posting.
I miss primary school time..
And yeah!
The PE teachers there are so hot and handsome!! LOL!

Went to IKEA with Bella yesterday.
She made me eat at the cafe there.
Okay la. Quite nice.
I just love the swedish cake. :)
Took pictures for her assignments.
It recalls me like last time.
Last time during my first posting, went to IKEA to take pictures also.
Feels like DejaVu. HAHA!

Today was a great day!
Went shopping with Rukhsana!!
Shopping spree was AWESOME!!!! HELL YEAH!
Went to town.
313 Somerset > The Heeren > The Paragon > Far East Plaza > Ion Orchard.
I got myself a Ben Sherman shirt.
I'm soooo happy!!!! :D
Rukhsana bought stuffs as well.
Then we had our late brunch at Sakura Cafe.
OMG! The kang kong was superb!!
Walked and shopped till we're dead!! Heh.

I swear I had to hang my feet when I reached home.
Really tiring.
Have not been resting well.

Tomorrow, Bhai's wedding!!!
Selamat Pengantin Baru Bhai!!!

2011-03-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

It's been days.
So tiring and life's unfair.
Gee.

Second posting!!!!!
At CGH again.
But this time, it's different ward.
Ortho.
Again, 3 weeks.
Have to go to HPB for 2 days.
Sucks.
Own ezlink money. -.-

1 week has passed so far.
At least now I know what to expect.
Rather than the first posting..
Literally blank.
Hmm. I just want the holidays to come soon!

I wonder if I should go for my treatment or no...

2011-02-25T23:20:00.004+08:00

Frankly speaking, I don't know what really happened.
I can't seem to have a peace of mind and...
Everything just sucks.

I thought this time would be different.
But I was wrong.
Yesterday wasn't enough after Wednesday?
Thanks for the additional today.
Thanks for making me realise it sooner.
It comes handy though.
Oh and yes.
Thanks for hurting me.

I don't know what to do and how to make you understand.

2011-02-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

As far as I know, nowadays been a brain dead period of time.
So packed and squeezing time.
This is so unfair.
Time never waits for no one. But why do we have to wait for time?

Exams are back to back.
I can barely breathe and have the time for myself.
Except for now which I made it exceptionally to make it happen.
I'm exhausted.
It feels like there isn't any ending.

The following week, attachment.
Back to the old days.
I just can't wait for holidays to come.
Again, time.
Sigh. This just sucks.

2011-01-31T23:23:00.010+08:00

Thank you all for yesterday.. It was surprising.
Thank you to those who called, message and facebook me for the wish!

Yesterday before a shocking night,
Went to watch The Green Hornet with Bella.
Then the dinner was nice.
Surprised to see my sister and Hanis as well. :)
THANKS GUYS!!! (:

As for today, school was such a spoiler.
But, it was still great.
During lab, my whole class and my lecturer sang birthday song for me.
I was so embarassed. I can feel that my face is like a cherry.
Thanks NR1010. :)

Back to Tampines, Ratna and Julie sang birthday song as well.
It was at Tampines 1 rooftop and people were looking.
OMG, I swear I was more embarassed.
I had to wait till SOMEONE came.

She walked slowly to come to me.
Then, she ran towards me and shouted 'Happy Birthday!'
None other than...
RUKHSANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was shocked when she gave a big card!
And, frolick! HAHA!
I swear I was so cold then she gave me frolick to eat! LOL!
Still.. I appreciate it so muchhh..!

Thank you YAZHEN & MEI XIAN for the chocolate.
Thank you MEI LING for the card.
Thank you BELLA HONEYY for the card and the awesome candy!
Thank you RUKHSANA for the big striking laminated orange card and frolick!

2011-01-15T22:47:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY, KC!!!!!!!!!! :D
Thank you for being by my side for the past 6 years.
I am thankful that god give you to me.
I love you my handsome cat. :)

So.... It's been days.
Been sooo occupied that I lost track of the time.
Actually, I forget that today is 15th and its my cat's birthday.
Birthday meaning when I first met and brought him home.
I bought a collar and cheese for him. :)

School had been so chaotic.
Oh, 2 lab skills are down.
1 more to go which is coming this Monday.
Presentations isn't over.
Bio pract exam still.
Gee. Sooo much things.

Today, went to the Seminar.
It's a brand new year with surprising brand new things.
Didn't expect this to happen...
Still, it was worth it.

Oh, Friday... YES!
Went to SAKAE SUSHI together with sis, Hanis & Athiqah.
Believe it or not...
We ate 35 plates in total!!
So full and stomach is bloated!
Oh, Athiqah's friend joined us later.
Then, went to Tampines 1 then void deck and slacked till 1.50am.
More at FB.
So anyway.. It was nice.
Thanks to Hanis for the treat.

I just need you to know.
But I couldn't.

2011-01-01T05:36:00.007+08:00

Hell - OOOOO 2011~~~!!!

It's brand new year.
Still, nothing so special about it.
Just that the numbers are changed.
But, my life is still somehow stucked.
Problems of 2010, just pulls me down.

Anyway, I don't wish to elaborate on it.
Okay so.. New Year!
It's 5.40am on the first morning of January.
I just came back home.
Celebrated with the normal us.
Sis, Alvin and Hanis.
Oh..
CONGRATS TO ALVIN FOR PASSING YOUR TP!!!!!
So yeah.
He was able to borrow his dad's car.
And, we went spinning around the town.
Pasir Ris > Orchard > Pasir Ris.

Back to Pasir Ris was cause to meet Bella. (:
Since Alvin wanted to meet her, so yeah we did.
Went to Pasir Ris park @ SummerBreeze.
Nice atmosphere to sit, drink, smoke and slack.
Most of them was high.
I salute Alvin cause he was able to control himself from drinking.
He doesn't want to drink and drive.

The feeling was awesome.
Oh, I even saw Julie & Ratna there.
There were fucking drunk.
I swear it was so chaotic!!

That's it.
That was what I spent my time on the first morning of January.

Oh, I forget.
New Year's eve, I spent my time with Khaliesah, Ezzati & ZAFIRAH!!!
YES! Zaf is back from New Zealand.
But only for a month like that.
Still, at least we had a day out after 2 years of not meeting her.
Went Bugis > City hall.

Oh, though it's late. But yeah.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAK SAM!!!!
I miss you kak.. ):
Semoga kakak gembira dengan kehidupan baru kakak.
Juga, Selamat Pengantin Baru!! :)

2010-12-26T22:58:00.008+08:00

1 week just passed so fast!!!!
Not fair.. ):
A week more. Sigh.

Been going out everyday straight.
Tired!!!!!!!
Not enough rest and money keep spending. Sigh.
I NEED A ROTTING DAY!!
At least a day will do.

Thursday was fine.
Went to eat lunch with ET, Rukhsana and Afiqah.
@ Simei.
Nice food with nice people.
And urm, after that..
I don't know if I did the right thing or not..
I just did what I think is right.

Friday, eve of Christmas!!
Spent the day with Sis.
Watched movie and catch up on each other.
Then after that, shop for christmas present for Bella. :)
I really don't know what to give her.
So I bought a Santa Claus cupcakes and gave her a rose.
Sweet right? HAHA!

That night, it was actually her who come over to my place.
But end up, I went to her place with my sister.
Christmas party at her place.
Her relatives are a lot!!
Oh, it was a great feast there.
Ate steamboat, her mom's shepherd's pie is AWESOME!!!!
Had a toast with everyone.
Great experience.

Then, it was time for me to go home!
It was around 3.15am in the morning..
But, before that, we snap shots again. Haha.

**More at FB. Lazy want upload. -.-

THANK YOU BELLA FOR THE WHOLE THING!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2010-12-22T18:46:00.004+08:00

2 weeks ain't enough!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, the term break is here.
Only 2 freaking weeks.
Not enough for me to really let loose. Hah.
Too many plans with so little time.
How can I compress it?

Nowadays, I began to wonder.
I don't know what issue other people have on me.
It's like CRAP!
Why can't I have someone that I can rely on?
WHY?!!!!!
Is it just so wrong that I am close to this someone?
Why everyone is against us?
I don't understand.
I'm tired of this.
It had happened before so I don't wish to go through the struggle again.

I'm really happy to have this close friendship with this person.
We shared a lot, we're filled with happiness.
We're close, we made this friendship strong.
I don't need anyone to intrude.
Thank you.

2010-12-17T21:12:00.008+08:00

To my late brother...
Happy 29th Birthday Nur Khairul Fadli.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dariNya.

Every year, I will remember this date.
Every year, I will cry to myself and keeping quiet.
Every year, I will think of him.
Every year, I wished that I have a brother.
Though I know that it's impossible, still.. Sigh.

Oh well..
Today was the last day of school.
And I was suffering!!!
I didn't bring my medicine to school and I felt real weak!
BUT!!!!!!
It's holiday now!!!!
2 weeks only. Pathetic!!!! -_-
I have to come back to school despite its the holiday.
If there isn't any lab practices, I don't have to travel.
That 2 weeks break is a study break.
So, when school reopen, exams will just keep coming.
As far as I know, I have 2 more presentations to go.
Bio practical exam, 2 Nursing Skills pract..
Just put that exams aside first.
I know I have to do something during this break!
This, I can't reveal.

Yesterday, I was on MC-ed.
I was sick. ):
Started on Wednesday.
I felt unwell when I go to school.
Then I started to feel feverish during my lunch break.
I can barely eat - no appetite.
So, I just ate something light just to eat this medicine that my friend gave.
It causes drowsiness.
So, literally during my lecture, I slept.
I swear I didn't even realise that I slept for 1 and a half hours.
Oh, and I can't go back and just skipped school.
I had a theory exam from 6pm - 7pm.
That was whyyyy, I had to stay all the way till evening.
The weather was fucking cold!!!
I had cyanosis, and seriously it's not just half.
But!! It was a whole that it changes the colour!
I was terrified.
Though I was using my friend's jacket to cover, I felt cold and shiver.

I could not concentrate on my exam.
I was feeling restless and just taking my own time to do.
In the end, I was able to finish and go off before 10 minutes paper ended.
I was looking forward to go out of that lecture theatre.
It was so cold and my hands were numb.
Going back time...
Had to suffer that 1 hour journey.
Oh and!! In the bus, it was effing cold as well!!!!!
I swear my hands were pale, my whole fingernails turned blue and I was shivering!
Reached interchange, I walked slowly.
But!! I can't take my time cause for once, I felt that the wind was my enemy.
Reached home, bathe and drop dead to sleep.
Oh, even when I sleep, I shiver even I had blanket and jacket on.
WORST FEVER EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, yesterday..
After seeing the doc, went back home, ate medicine and drop dead.
I slept the whole day.
At least my medication is 3x a day.
So, it's a good thing I learned Nursing.
Hah. I know the timing.
I sleptttttt till my sister woke me up in the evening.
I was like wondering why the hell she would want to wake me up!
Then, I realised that Bella came over to visit me.
AAAWWWW!! :D
She did called me, but I think I didn't realise.
I was sleeping the whole day!
Sooo... I can't remember that I picked up her call and talked to her. LOL!
Yeah, she was there to somehow take care of me.
I appreciate her concern and care. (:
After she went home at around 10+pm, I dropped dead again and sleep.
Couldn't help myself.
I just wanted to sleep and rest..
Oh, not forgetting to someone who is away from here.
That person also plays a role.
Thank you too (:
And, 17th December. Remember???

Now, at least I'm feeling quite better.
I know my mind isn't working so well now,
But I still can think...
I think that.......
NEH!! I won't say it out.

2010-12-11T21:32:00.007+08:00

It has been a way long time since I last post.
A lot of things had happened.
Idk where should I start.
1 by 1 I'll just let out...

It's been 10 days since she left me.
I'm just trying to move on.
Without her, I feel so empty.
There's no one who I can talk to.
There's no one who I can pour my heart out.
Sigh.
I miss you, Kak.
My aunt's maid had gone back to her place.
So yeah. I miss her a lot..

School has been very tight nowadays.
Just had Bio test last Monday.
This coming Monday is my Lab Skill test.
It's about medication. Shit!!!
I have yet to do my drug cards!!! :(

Oh, I realised that I've been seeing Rukhsana and Afiqah lots of time.
Cause why???
They attended the 59th Cadet Officer Course for 3 weeks.
It was held at Amoy Quee HQ NCC.
It's at Yio Chu Kang btw.
So for 2 weeks, I go school together with them.
I was actually super early for school.
But it's okay.
I wanted to support them. (:

Yesterday!!
My Pharmacology presentation and it's also....
Their Passing Out Parade (POP)!!!!
3 weeks was really fast!
Everything happened like a bullet.
Yesterday I finished school at 4pm.
So I waited for 2 and a half hours for the rest to come.
Met the rest at YCK mrt station.
There was a shuttle bus to HQ NCC.
So yeah.
When we reached, we missed the march in. Sigh.
But, at least we were there for the donning of rank. :D

Yeap. That's it.
More at FB.
I'm really proud of them both.
Congrats girls for passing out!!!

Sigh. I'm upset...

2010-11-06T20:14:00.007+08:00

At last I was able to go to a place that I can have a peace of mind.
I've been wanting to go somewhere.

Met up with Bhai.
After so longgg!!!
The last we met, we went to Sheesha and Johore Bahru for supper.
And yeah, I miss him sooo much!!
Still, I had to understand that he's busy with his preparations for marriage.
What do you expect, he's 29!!

Lucky I called him on Thursday.
I missed him so much! So, I tried my luck by calling him.
He agreed to meet on the Friday night.
He drove, and this time he change his car.
WOHOO!!!
SUBARU; looked like a sports car.
I love when he accelerated.
Oh, as usual.
Sister, Alvin, Hanis.
Terence came along also.

First, planned to go East Coast Park to slack.
Instead, we bought MacDonald to tapau food.
Brought to Marina Barrage!
So yeah.
Eat, slack, smoke, chat, sleep.

Me, Alvin, Terence and Hanis had to squeeze at the back.
It's okay. It has become a norm for us.

Oh!!
I LOVE WHEN WE WENT BACK.
At the expressway, we asked Bhai to speed.
We want to taste of a sportscar speeding.
Bhai dragged all the way till he cuts this MAZDA 3 car.
Suddenly, that car tailing our car.
Also, he goes to the next lane and had the same speed as us.
We assumed that he wanna race.
OH YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We raced.
Bhai's speed was until 130km/h!!!!
We were all feeling very scared at the same time it was fun!!!!
A great experience.
Bhai gave in to that car, allowing him to be in front of us.
Then, Bhai suddenly speed up to 16okm/h and rushed through!
Doesn't give any chance to that MAZDA 3!
I saw the driver.
He's quite young and handsome!!! HEHE.
It was very chaotic!
I can't forget the experience!!

That time was around 2+am.
Reached my void deck at around 2.45am.
The guys wanna slack.
So I slacked till 4am.
It's been so long since I slacked!!
I'm happy that I get to ease my mind.
Not thinking of those shits.
Oh well.
THANK YOU BHAI FEROZ!!!!!!

2010-11-03T19:05:00.007+08:00

Skipped lecture again.
It has been 3 days now.
OMG! What the hell am I thinking?!!
Okay, I know next week onwards I can't skip.
Presentations coming up!!! SHIT!

Okay, my running nose and cough is getting better.
And, my voice is coming back!!! YESAHHH!!
Thanks to Robitusin (IDK the spelling!).
Oh, and this 'PANADOL' that my dad gave.
He said that it's stronger than normal panadol and it cause drowsiness.
Which I totally agreed!
I felt feverish last evening when I woke up from sleep.
So, I ate those medicines and I was dead.
I hate chesty cough and blocked nose. -.-

So, today... Heh Heh.
Since I skipped lecture, I have more time.
Reached Tampines around 3.20pm.
Me, Julie & Ratna slacked to kill time.
It was fucking hot as we slacked at Tampines 1 rooftop.
We managed to get ourselves chilled.
Julie was random as she asked to camwhore.
Okay, I admit that it has been a LONG time since we took pictures.
Taadaaa....

This is the outcome of kids that has nothing to do. HAH!

Fun is fun.
But there's some things that are bothering me.
Shit.
I hate this.
Sometimes I wonder why.
This is getting really a bother to me.
I don't wish to say out.
Just that I couldn't take this any longer. Sigh.

2010-11-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

I am sick at the same time, I'm tired.
It all started like this.

Since Friday, I had my sickening sore throat.
Oh, and Friday I had my NCC Camp, lasted for two days.
As usual, you have to talk and shout a lot.
That made my throat gets worst.
Especially on Saturday.
I felt that my throat is coming out..

So, Sunday.....
When I woke up from sleep, my throat was swollen.
I can barely talk. Sheesh.
And, yeah.. I'm having muscle ache as well.
So literally I can barely talk and walk.
Sadly, I had to go out for my lunch and dinner.
No food at home.
So, went out with Mom & Dad.
Then, I met up with Julie.
People slack will talk, don't they?
Slacked for 4 hours then go.
Of course, we talked a lot.

Then...
Monday! School!! Urgh!
My voice turns out so differently that my friends made fun of it. -.-''
Seriously, my voice is so 'Serak' and different.
Coughing away everywhere.
My running nose like a fountain. Sheesh!
Only god knows how I felt.

Today;
I skipped my lectures just to go back early and rest.
My voice is getting worst, what the say very the 'Sengau'.
As usual, cough and running nose.
Kept sneezing away. Damn.
Oh, someone asked me to drink Grass Jelly.
I tried.
I can't even taste how it feels.
But for awhile, I felt that it suck!
Hah, that someone just asked me to drink.
Anyway, THANK YOU THAT SOMEONE! :P

Oh shit!
I'm gonna have group meetings from now on.
Presentations sucks!!!!
Sigh.

I WANT GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

Shit, I don't know why but I'm feeling the depressed mood.
It sucks.

Sighing and sighing all the time.

I realised that out of anger, I just shoot everything out without aiming.
Yes, I regret.
I wonder why am I so paranoid..
I've been going through this all the time and it has happened all this while..
But why I can't get a hold of myself?

I let my emotions control me too much.
Shit, what have I become?
I just don't know what to do and say.

I'm willing to listen.
Please tell me.
Say something to me.
I'll understand more.

2010-10-26T17:44:00.005+08:00

Second semester has started.
Same old thing again..
Back to school.

First week was very draggyy.
Coping now for the second week.
Shit, all changed and so not used to it.

This time, the timetable is worst.
More morning classes.
Longer hours.
Tiring.
Plus, with 'that' as well.
I'm not enjoying it.

Somehow, I felt great cause I was able to make someone happy.
But, why do I feel upset?

Seriously, I don't know what to say.
I'm sick and tired.
Though you won't know that I know, you think it's alright.
I've known it all this while.

And today, I feel very angry and upset.
I felt so stupid.
Seriously, my heart is torn.
You just acted so lightly.
And,
Thank you for your lies.
I thought that it was really true.
But when I got another news, I realised that you lied to me.
I don't know if I should believe it or not.
But why do I feel that I can't believe it?
Now I know how it feels like.
Karma is hitting me back.
Where were you when I needed you the most??!

Make me understand.
Make me!

2010-10-14T18:02:00.007+08:00

HAPPY LEGALLY 18th BELLA HONEYYY!!!!!!!!
Finally 18!!!! Sigh, you made me wait for 9 months for this!!! -.-'
Hopefully you enjoyed what we did after past midnight!!

Exactly 12 hours ago, I just settled down and wanted to go to bed.
This is the story.
Story of us.
This outing has already been planned ever since long back time.
It was when Bella is getting closer to Alvin and Hanis.
Since she always came to my place to slack, they'll be there as well.
Anyway, yesterday I was actually very packed with stuffs.
That night, that someone kept calling me!
I was super busy that I could barely see my phone.
So, my last message to her was that to meet at 11pm at MRT station.
Indeed, I was late.
Not only me but also my sister, Alvin and Hanis.
Reached at around 11.20pm. Heh.
We made the 'superstar' of the day wait... :P

So, we managed to board the last train.
Headed to Clarke Quay.
We're going to CLUB!!!!!!
Club @ REBEL.
Like I've said, I had to wait for 9 months to enter.
During my birthday, almost all of my friends have yet to turn legal. -.-''
Ah.. The atmosphere was super awesome!!
Oh, it was Ladies' Night so the ladieezzz don't have to pay.
Only the guys. Hah!!
When I first entered the club, it was super shiok ah!
The music blasts out loud to your ear!
You can feel the vibration of it!
All the music there are fucking awesome!!!!
Bella and the guys wanted to drink.
So, they bought a jug of Vodka.

Though it was the Ladies' Night, there were still guyssss..
And, it's natural for me to wash my eyes. Hah!
I had the mood and already hyped up together with the guys.
I don't know whyyy that the birthday girl didn't have any.
We started to dance and I tried my best to make Bella dance!! Hah!
But, I kinda failed.
She needs to drink more to get high.
So, I accompanied her to go to next club beside, ZIRCA.
Just the two of us and I sense that she was getting hyped!
Back to the rest, I was amazed when she asked me to go to the dancefloor.
Okayyy~~ I went together with the guys!!! :D

At the dancefloor......
IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Danced with Alvin and Hanis..
Oh!! Bella grinded me first!! WOW!!!
The feeling was super great!!
And yeah, I was being grinded by my sister and my cousin. Hah.
Sadly my cousin only stayed with us till 2am.
Still, we moved on and rock the night!!!!!!!
Stayed up till the club close!

After that, we headed to sit somewhere and chat, chat chat.
Then when all gets tired, we headed home.
Reached home at around 5+am.
I slept at around 6.10am after my mom goes to work. Lol.

Great club with cool DJs and nice music!!
The guys said that there will be a next time for club!
Hope Bella enjoy what me, my sis, Alvin and Hanis planned.
My sis broke the virginity of the guys to go club! Hah!

It's great to stay at home the whole day today.
It has been 7 days straight that I go back the morning after,
sleep late, wake up in the afternoon.
Tiring.
But enjoying!
Hmm, when will be our next club night? :)

2010-10-10T18:40:00.009+08:00

I am so packed and soo busyyyy!!
Even when it's the holiday..

Let's start off from last week.
Since I've finished my attachment last week,
I felt so great cause I want to at least stay at home.
Which I couldn't.
Last week Saturday - went out.
Last Sunday - Went out, but this time, I was happy.
Cause I was able to make someone feel better and at least be there.

Monday & Tuesday, I thought I could stay at home.
But I couldn't. -.-

Wednesday,
Hah, that day was hilarious.
I went in and out of the house for 4 times!!
At noon, met up with Bella since she wanted to eat near my place before going to work.
Afternoon, met up with Julie.
She wanted to slack with me a while.
Evening, went out with Sis.
And I met Miss Huda again! Haha!
Night, met up with Hanis and Alvin since they wanted to slack!!
So, slacked till near to 4am in the morning.
Oh, I was being screened by the Police.
One of them was sooo hot!! :D

Thursday,
Again, I went out with sis.
To find clothes to wear.
So, can say that we were shopping.
That night, met up with the guys again.
And this time Terence was there. :)
And again, that thursday, which means Friday morning...
We were being screened by the Police again.
This time there was no hot officer.
Just one of the female officer, Hanis thinks she's hot. -.-''
So, we slacked till 5am.

Friday!!!
Met up with Hanis and Alvin at 2pm.
This time, we're going shopping at town!!!!
Wohooo!!!
First time, and yeah.
The guys wanna shop on what to wear for Saturday.
Alvin brought his girlfriend as well..
Then, that night we went to our Company since there was a meeting.
After meeting ended at around 11.30pm,
We proceeded to Alsalam to eat our dinner.
Or should we say supper..
Went back at around 2am.

Saturday!!!!
Agency Seminar!!!!
At Suntec City.
It was filled with US!
The whole lot!!
The feeling was super awesome.
And, Congrats to Tini!!!
Cheers nya!!

Seminar ended around 6pm.
Went back and took the MRT.
I swear the heels are killing me..!!!
The four of us went to Simei.
We decided to treat ourselves something nice.
We ate dinner at Han's River.
Buffet table BBQ.
We spent around 3 hours there.
Oh, I was totally bloated!!!

Sadly, my lil cuzzie, Uzzma, came to my place.
But I can't really entertain her.
I went back late again last night.
Reached back from Simei at around 10.30pm.
They wanted to go up to my place, since we wore formal.
So yeah.
When I went back, Uzzma was asleep. -.-'
In the end, the guys went back at 12am to bathe and slack again at 1am.
This time, Bella came to meet us as well.
We slacked under my void deck.
Discussed about something.. Hehe..
Then, Bella went back at 2+am.
We continued slacking till 4.45am.
Got back this morning, bathe and I dropped dead.

Sadly, I had to wake up at 10am. -.-''
Had to go market. -_-
In a way, I can entertain Uzzma as well..
This past four days, I've been going out the whole day,
Slacked till late at night and lack of sleep!!!!

Today is 10.10.10
I hope to rest today but I couldn't.
Later at night at around 10.30pm, we're gonna slack again.
Bet will be going back late again.

2010-10-01T23:58:00.006+08:00

WOOHOOO~~!!!!
3 weeks of attachment is over!!!
Finally!!!!

Wait, there's nothing to be so joyful about. -.-
Still, I had no raya...
I'm having back aches..
I miss the staffs there.
And, I miss the patients... :(

So far, it has been a memorable and a great experience.
My first posting and I learned a lot.
I am very grateful to get that kind of ward.
At first it was very challenging cause I'm very new.
As time goes, I get hang of it.
Fun ah, seriously.
I don't regret.
Oh wait, I think it's to soon for me to say that.

The celebration we had just now, was just mini.
To thank the staffs there.
And, our Clinical Instructor.
Before I end my shift, I thanked all the nurses that I worked with them before.
Lastly, I had the last visit to all my patients.
Kinda sad to leave.

Oh well, took some shots.
Julie.
A friend that I met there. :)

15 days.
Next posting, I bet it will be much more.

For now, I want to enjoy my holiday before next semester.

2010-09-30T23:17:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NAZMI!!!!!!
Thank you for everything so far, braderrr!! Hee.. (:

I'm actually very tired now.
Just updating for a reason.

Let's start of from today.
Very hectic.
Very busy.
There was no rest for me.
Running here and there, to and fro.
Today I went in more to the High D.
High D - High Dependency Unit.
It's like a second 'ICU' in the ward.
No students are allowed but I helped out.
Then at the normal place, very hectic.
Tiring. But good! Time passed so fast!!!!

Tuesday I received my results.
I was on morning shift.
Results were out at 8am.
Borrowed my friend's Iphone, and everyone checked.
I was kinda happy for my first result in my Poly life.
Didn't expect though but I was very grateful and happy.
And...
I GOT A FOR PSYCHOLOGY!!!!!!!
Woohooo~~~!!!!

Anyway, tomorrow will be the last day of my attachment.
3 weeks sure passed like that.
Gonna have a celebration to thank the staffs there.
And not forgetting, our Clinical Instructor. :)
I'm on afternoon shift tomorrow.
Shit!
No Friday night again!!!!

2010-09-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

A thousand apology to my friends!!
I'm sorry that we can't go out for raya outing.
And, it has to be delayed because of me.
A lot of you guys are asking me.
All I have to say is;
Sorry, I have my attachment. :(
Since now you guys know when I'm available,
Try to make some adjustments.
Thank you!!!

I've survived for 2 weeks now!!!!!
I'm glad. Phew!
Everyday is special.
I'll try and absorb more things now.
Familiarize and try to perfect it.
Those skills that I've not done, I will do it at least once.
The other skills, I'll try to master it.
It's fun, and challenging.
Still, I managed to survive.

There is something that I keep thinking about.
People keep asking me.
But I can't give them answers.
It's sad y'know.
And, they asks a lot of questions!!
Sigh.
What else can I say?

I'm just waiting and hope it to happen.
I believe.

2010-09-19T14:32:00.007+08:00

1 week of attachment is down.
So far it has been alright.
Witnessed and experienced a lot of things.
Not to forget, I learned something.

I'm posted to the heart ward.
Nice, got aircon. -.-
Not only that, but I really love it.
Thanks to my BioScience, I fell in love anything got to do with cardiac.
Most things that can be found in hospital and not in school.
Needles, medicine, tags, more and more.
My team mates are great also.
Enjoying myself with them.
Oh, at least I get to see Julie. Hah.
Though we're not the same shift.
But, I'm all stucked with another classmate of mine, Rauf.
He's great with me. :)
Kinda miss not going to the hospital when it's the off day.

Oh, the ENs are super nice!
I don't really clique with most of the SNs.
Just that, one of my senior in my school as well as in NCC, is there.
She kinda forget me when I asked her. Heh.
But so far, it's fine.

I learned so much there.
Tells me what's another part of life is about.
And, dealing with other's life and feelings.
It involves everything.

Oh, it recalls me of something.
About something happened between me and someone.
Now, I'm wondering.
Have I treated you so badly?
Am I that mean??
I still don't get it.
Sigh.
How I wish I could explain things to that person.
Give me a chance.
I need that, please.

Oh well,
When all is well, everything goes well.
It's the opposite when it's not.
I made a mistake.
Tell me what I did wrong.

2010-09-12T14:45:00.012+08:00

Though it's Hari Raya season, can I just stay home??
Soo tired...

I noticed that this year is somehow..
I don't even know how to categorise it.
Since everyone is on their own ways now,
They are busy with their own lives.

The younger ones asking forgiveness to the elders.
A wish and seek forgiveness.
Oh well..

So far it has been very chaotic.
First day, my house was the victim. Sigh.
Uncles and Aunties, Cuzzies;
Pictures will upload soon I hope. :)

I love this cuzzie of mine :D

I chat with one of my uncle.
He told me about my late brother.
The way he said it really made me sad.
I burst out to tears and I wish I had a brother.. Sigh..

As for second day,
Go here, go there, go everywhere.
Rent a car so my sis could drive us all.
Too many wanna upload.
Maybe I'll upload more on FB.
Hold on cuzzies, aunties and uncles! :)

Tomorrow is the start of my ATTACHMENT!!!!
Shit, I have not iron my uniform. -.-''

2010-09-08T20:13:00.004+08:00

Second last day of fasting. Wooo~
'Besok malam, SETAN keluar!!!!'
So be prepared. :P

Exams are over~! Finally.
My first semestrial exam in Poly life.
The feeling is like when you're taking O level.
But this time, its with home clothes and...
You can just go off after you finish the paper.
Doesn't have to wait the whole duration.
I'm just trying my luck on how my first GPA will be.

Next up is; Attachment.
3 weeks of it.
Sadly, I'm not as the same shift as Julie.
But never the mind. Another classmate of mine will be the same as me.
No Hari Raya for me.
It feels like my time during O level. -.-''
Only weekends I'm able to go out.

Bet, tomorrow will be busy.
Gonna start cooking the dishes all.
Spring cleaning and all..
Haiz..

There's a story behind this.
I'm not letting it all out.
And, it won't leak out.
A lot of opinions had been playing in my ear.
It's about time I make a decision.
I just hope,
I won't regret.

8/9/10

2010-09-04T02:19:00.005+08:00

I came to realise something that I was left speechless and..
Just can't put a word to describe it.

I just came back home from slacking with Hanis alone.
Actually I met up with Bella at around 9+pm and waited for Hanis to finish work.
Then, the rest came; Alvin, Terence & Kenneth.
Okay, no big deal about it.

When I was slacking with Hanis just now after all went back,
I somehow confided some things to him.
Something struck me right into the head and heart.
This is the first time that Hanis advice me that I was left speechless.
I controlled my tears and it really suck.
I couldn't describe what I was feeling.
Right now? I'm feeling so shitty.

I am really proud of him.
Seriously.
So far, it has always me who wake him up and made him realise about life.
But this time, he made me speechless!
What was I thinking back then?
Why wasn't I thinking logically?!!!!
What has happened to me?!!!

I really need to thank you, nis.
Muhammad Danial Hanis.
Thank you for waking me up and made me realised.

2010-09-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

September has come. It's the 9th month of 2010.
Time is now very fast.
A week more to Hari Raya.
The songs keep playing at the radio stations.
I feel the sadness again.
It's very sad to celebrate when our loved ones aren't there.
Oh well...

Since I've visited my Grandmother's grave that time,
I think I will be visiting my Grandfather's and my Brother.
Luckily it's just here.

Today was Safety In Healthcare.
This is the first paper that I find it very difficult so far.
Thank god I didn't came late like how I came on my Psychology paper.
Everytime I have an exam,
I hate my full name. -.-''
Shade every single letter!! Sigh.
Why did I have such long name?
Last paper will be next week.
BioScience it is.
Lesson learnt, not to study last minute.
Perhaps I will start tomorrow (?)
I need to! I can't procrastinate anymore.. Sigh.

I know time will wait for no one.
How I wish time will go slower now.

I am now very confident on what I want.
I need to tell you.

2010-08-28T13:59:00.004+08:00

Happy 25th to my sister.
Quarter of 100 already, you're old!
I wish you'll be able to achieve success in life.
And, I'm sorry that I've been treating so mean this past few days.
Oh well, you're a year older.
Tell me something new.. :)

I'm just so speechless.
I totally regret.
Those things, I really need to think back again.
Time, please heal me and change my thoughts.
I hate myself for being negative.
I'm truly sorry.

2010-08-26T11:55:00.007+08:00

I DON'T HATE PEOPLE.
BUT YOU'VE MADE ME HATED YOU!
WHO DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU ARE?!!
YOU GAVE ME SHITS,
AND YOU EXPECT ME TO CLEAN UP YOUR DIRTY SHITS?!
YOU'VE BEEN GIVING SHITS TO EVERYONE!
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU HAVE AGAINST ME?!
COME STRAIGHT TO ME!
BECAUSE OF YOUR SHITS, I'M CAUGHT UP IN MY LIFE!
THANKS TO YOU,
I HATE YOU!!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST LEAVE MY LIFE ALONE!

Take a look of yourself in the mirror.
You're worst than ever.
You're just a piece of junk creating shits to the other's life.
What do you gain?
Trust me, you won't have a peaceful life.
This is the end.

2010-08-21T21:21:00.008+08:00

Okay. Finally I'm back.

Oh, actually i came back on Thursday night.
The journey was... draggy and felt so tired on that day.

Oh well, this is what happened.

Saturday: Woke up at 8am and got ready to go.
9am go out and a car waiting for us.
Oh, Hanis was there as well.
Reached Melacca at around 3pm.
And, reached my own Kampung at 3.50pm.
Settled down and rest a while.
Then... CLEANING TIME!!!
The weather there is soo hot!
It's very challenging, somemore its the fasting month.
Oh, the timing for break fast is 7.30pm.
LATE RIGHT??!!!!!!
I literally had to wait 15 more minutes compared to Singapore..

Sunday:
Woke up to eat before fasting.
NICE!! CHICKEN!!
I love it cause my aunt let us eat chicken all the time when i was there. Compared here, i cant.
Cause my mom is allergic to chicken. -.-''
Met my Granduncle and Grandaunty.
Gosh.. I MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!
I have no more Grandparents.
Neither Mom side nor Dad.
They are the only ones which i'm left with.
Still, i treated them as my own.
My Granduncle is still strong and able to drive the car for us.
Just that everyday he sent us around with his big car. ;P
Hanis is enjoying the place. -.-

Monday:
Visited my Grandmother's grave.
I am so contented as I was able to at least visit it.
It's been so long.
I hope she is happy with what I'm doing now..
I miss you Nenek.. Gosh, I'm being emotional here.. Sigh.
OH! I get to eat crab!!!!
It's fresh from the sea!! ^.^
Again, Hanis is enjoying his time. Hah!

Tuesday:
17th August!! Haha.
To Rukhsana: I know it's late but, Happy Belated Birthday!!! :)
Again, went around the town.
The whole time it's going around the town and eat the food there.
Melacca is big..!
Somemore the town where my Kampung is, is near to the sea.
Nice breeze and scenery. :))

Wednesday:
It's our turn to go to my Granduncle and Grandaunty's Kampung.
It's at another town.
So yeah. I LOVE IT!!! Cause why...??
I get to see different types of fruits and trees.
Its very fresh.
Mostly it's like your own 'Farm'. Heehee.

Thursday:
My bus to Johor Bahru was at 11am.
So, i have to leave at 9am.
It takes time to travel..
Before i board the bus, i looked at my granduncle and grandaunty.
I was thinking, will i be able to see them again when i come later? Sigh..
It's sad to see when my grandaunty cried.
I feel the distance again between us.
Though I have no more grandparents, I feel very contented that i have my granduncle and aunty.
Maaf Nek, Tok. Linda pergi lagi. Sigh..
The next time when I come, please be there by me...

OMG! I'm getting too emotional now!!!! SHEESH!!!

That night, I only told some of my friends that I was back in Singapore. Heh.
One of them was Bella.
She wanted to meet me straight away!! HAH!
So yeah, met her after break fast and settling things down.
Looks like she suffered a lot while I'm away.. :P

I miss my another friend as well.. I'm happy that there was a chance for us to meet. :D Hee.

Now that I'm back, I need to do lots of things!!!
1. Meet and catch up with the rest of my friends.
2. Study for my semestrial exams.
3. Kuih baking!! :)

Oh well, 1 week left. Let's see if i can SQUEEEEEEEEZE the time. -.-

Here are some pictures. :)

2010-08-13T21:07:00.005+08:00

Friday the 13th!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Okay crap. -.-

So!! It's the third day of Ramadhan already.. Alhamdullilah. :)
Feels good to fast again and be an angel for the month. Heh.
I've been very bad so, I'd take this month seriously and make it up to my sins.

It's the holy month now.
So I'm trying to do as many good deeds as I can with a sincere heart.
Also, I can't follow too much of my emotions.
Though some things really made me burst out in rage..
Oh, especially yesterday!
WHAT A DISGUSTING SCENE!!!!! Sheesh..

So anyway.. I'm going tomorrow in like 12 hours time???
I'm going back to my Kampung in Melacca.
Kinda miss it cause last year I didn't went cause of Os.
Now, I want it as well as visit my Grandmother's grave.. Sigh..

Oh, I can't get back before 17th... ! ! ! :(
It's being delayed. ARGH!
I may be coming back on the 19th or 20th..
Yeap, a week there.
So, a thousand apology to Bella & Rukhsana.

As soon as I come back, I need to start studying already..
Semestrial Exams!!!

Oh well, guess I should start packing up my bags now..
Till then.

Sorry Bella;
I can't go back before 17th.
I think you have to suffer for few days before I come back.

Sorry Rukhsana;
I am not able to be there on your special day.
I will try to send a message just a wish.
It's expensive you know!!! So yeah.. :P
But, if it's not possible.. Here it is.
Happy 16th Birthday!!!!
Oh, and sorry I can't post about Joe Jonas' birthday. HAHA!

2010-08-09T14:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 45th Home!!

It's the 9th of August now. AUGUST!!!!!
Fucking fast sia the time now.. Sigh.
What's next?
Now: YOG Holiday!!! :D
3 weeks at home, fasting and dead bored!!!!
Not forgetting i need to study for semestrial exams. =.=
First paper is the second last day of August.
Bla bla bla....

Then it's my turn for attachment!!! :(
Tomorrow will be the first batch that is going.
They will have 5 weeks of holiday straight!
As for mine, I have 3 weeks first followed by the 2 weeks after attachment.
Oh well..

Hmm.. Since I have 3 weeks of holiday now..
Should I go for my treatment.....???
My warts is back!!!!! :( Sob Sob..

Friday I met my ex-classmates for dinner.. Sigh..
My last weekend was... Hah Hah Hah.
I think that I'm being good by staying at home.
Oklahhh EXCEPT FOR....
Saturday evening, fetch Bella to go to my place. Heh.
Before proceed home, we went around Tampines Mall with my sis. -.-''
Then home..

I kinda feel guilty cause I treated Bella real mean on Friday...
Friday was the SUCKIEST DAY!
I've been very upset and down for that day.
Total no mood and i felt that i wasn't myself.
The feeling was too strong till i forget, ME.
Oh well, shan't say about it since it's past.
So Saturday was to make it up for her.

Sunday I was good. Heh.
Again, the evening..
Met Bella for awhile.
She said, 'Pity you cause you rot at home so I meet you awhile'.
LOL.
Oh, good thing that I catched up on Afraah.
Been so long didn't talk to her.
TWO THUMBS UP!!!!

I miss my friends!!!!! :(((

Today? The nation's birthday.
Should I go watch fireworks...???
Who joining?!!!

I began to have negative thoughts.
Shit, I'm scared!
And, why lie???

2010-08-03T21:31:00.008+08:00

I AM IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Couldn't resist to see the face and the 'sachok-ness'.
OMG!

Thanks to Julie, I am falling for this guy.
Okay, not literally love as in love.
You know.. Just to satisfy the eyes. :D

Okay, I am flooding his picture.
BUT!!!
HE IS STILL SO HANDSOME!!!! Now you see the 'sachok-ness'...?? ^.^

Oh, and 1 more,

YEAP! THAT'S IT!!! ^.^

Oh, and today is really something.
I don't know I should be thankful or not.
But still, it still remain mysterious.

2010-08-02T16:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Nurses' Day!!!!!

Oh well, it was actually yesterday.

It's August already!!!!!!!!!!
Time is really catching up!
This is the last week of school for me.
Fasting time is my break. Great. =.=''
Due to the YOG, i officially have 3 weeks of holidays.
It is not really a holiday but rather a study week.
School reopen is my semestrial exams. Sigh..
After that, i have only 2 days of Hari Raya and thats it.
My attachment is next!!! Sigh.

Ever since last week and this week, I've been slacking a lot.
Okay, since GSM and presentations are over.. I can rather slack a bit.
But some modules still involve some presentations but not graded. -.-
Oh well, I won't complain much.

I get so tired easily nowadays.
I'm old!!! :((((

My weekends have been great. I guess.
Such that Saturday really turned me off.
Sunday was fantastic. I likeeee~~~

Thank you for the time.
It's been a while.
Just say when.

Did I say that I'm falling in love???~~~
HAAHHAA!!!!

2010-07-26T20:08:00.009+08:00

HELL-O Monday!

It's end of july already!
How time flies. Sigh.

Lemme start off with what happened last Friday... Heh Heh!!!
It was a loooong day for me.
Had my Bioscience practical exam.
It was interesting - 25 stations and you move to a station after 1 and a half minute.
Started at 9am but i reached the bus stop at 8.50am.
Can say that i was late.
Me & Julie were struggling to reach the exam venue on time, and yeah we did.
Later in the afternoon, i skipped my lecture for Khadijah.
She had her DPA interview.
LOL! Kinda funny when she told me how it went.

That evening, met up with Khaliesah & Zahira. :D
Missed them so much and finally we get to slack and talked.
Lain kali lepak lagi, okay?!!! (:

After they went home, accompanied Hanis till he finish work.
And, my hands were itchy to ask Bella to slack together.
So yeah, she came to my area and we slacked.
Together with Hanis, Alvin and my sis.
Slacked till 12+am, and came up awhile cause i have to use the toilet.
Bella had a GOOOOD talk with my mom. Lol.
Amazingly, my mom was still awake!!!
Oh, i send Bella home - walk her home from my place.
It was very tiring i swear!!!
Reached her home at around 2.30am.
Then, had a cup of tea and went off at 3.30am from her place.
TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!! Reached home at around 4+.

As for Saturday, i had lack of sleep.
Woke up at 7.30am to go polyclinic for my second jab.
It was VERYYYY painful compared to the first injection.
But, this time round.... The nurse is much much much more friendlier. (:
Went with Julie as she needs to take her first jab. So yeah..
After that, walked around the malls at Tampines to shop for our formal clothes.
It was just to fill time while waiting for Bella.
Yes, meeting her again.
But, i just met her awhile.
Went home at 2+pm and slept till 7pm.
After waking up, went out again with Bella!! HAH!
AGAIN!!!!!!!
Continued to see what to buy for my formal wear.
Met up with my aunt, sis and mom.
Had dinner together.
Then, proceed to my place.
My mom invited her. -.-''
Chat and she played with my 5 cats. Hah!

As for Sunday......
SHOPPING TIME!
I know what to buy for my formal wear already.
The whole day out. Tired!!!!!
I keep hanging my feet and its not enough!!!
I wonder how my mom and aunt can survive it.
Nice family outing. :)

Then, today!!!!
My presentation day!
Lucky Julie is in the same GSM as me.
So, we wore formal today!! Hehe.

Yeappp. That was it.
And now my feet have blisters due to the heel. -.-''
Spare me PLASTERS!!!! :(

Tomorrow another presentation!!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

2010-07-18T01:56:00.004+08:00

Here we go again..

Nothing new.
Still same old thing again.
Can't wait for exams to finish!!!!
Looking forward to the YOG holidays.
But it suck also!
After the holidays, semestrial exams!!!! :(
Then attachment!!!!!!!!!!! Lagi worse!
Oh well...

Saturday was nice.
Slept for longer hours. (Y)
It's like finally!!!!!
Not all Saturday i get to wake up late.
Normally Saturdays i still have to go school. -.-

Feels great to spend this day.
Rot at home for half of the day, then..
Met up with Rukhsana and went back at 9+pm.
Went home, watched TV and later...
Bella wanted to meet me.
So yeah, slacked with her together with Hanis till coming to 1am.
Nice!!! :D

I'm wondering till when i have to hide it?
Sigh.
It's tiring.

After soooo long!
Finally!!!!!! :D
Thank you god for helping me.
In a way, its a reason too...
And,
THANK YOU FOR THE TIME (:

2010-07-11T21:21:00.002+08:00

7 Days.

Oh well, it's all about time.
Time, time, time.
I don't get it.
WHY?!!!
It's always Why.

I must say that it's a killer for that.

After the holidays, school has been very draggy..
Very busy with exams, assignments and presentations.
But still, i am able to make time.
Again, TIME!!!

Oh, i dont know now it's like so different.
I know its bias to say cause it came only from me.
Still, i need to know on the other party.

Must i say it out...????

2010-07-02T23:37:00.004+08:00

So, what they always say its true?
I finally began to believe it.
I was reckless about it and find it just a saying.
But, it turns out to be true all this while.
Ever heard of this saying?;
'When you laugh too much, you will also cry at the same time'.

I thanked Julie & YaZhen for giving me the joy throughout in school.
I kinda miss school anyway.
Thursday is a no school for me.
Furthermore, Monday - Wednesday are exams day.
So anyway, just that what happened in school was really classic.
Really made me laugh and made my jaw pain.
Oh, some Bioscience here.
It made my Zygomaticus muscle to contracts more. -.-''

Speaking of that, i really have to study the rest of my modules.
I failed some of my modules. Sigh.

The next part of the day, I have no comments.

For once, i feel so foolish of myself.
I feel that i'm so stupid!
I feel so fucking low!
Hah, good for you. Bad for me.

May i have your attention please?
I just need time and space.
Not so hard, right?
Thank you.

I seriously feel fucking idiot!

2010-06-27T03:19:00.009+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday already!!!! Hell fast!
Its 3.20am!

I want more holidays lehhh. Please?!
It feels great cause don't have school.
Oh well. Exams start TOMORROW~!!!!!!!!
NO~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have yet to study. Oklah.
Just that last night i covered at least 2 chapters.
But not in detailed.
It can't be absorbed in the brain!!!
Help me Einstein!! How you cracked your brain so much?!!!
Okay. Lame! -.-''

Oh. Im going to study with my poly friends later.
Julie & Shalu.
Will be at.... Sengkang!!!!!!
I was happily Facebook-ing and chatting when Julie invited me.
I was shocked when she said at Sengkang.
I thought it will be around here.
Since me and Julie stay Tampines.
Sigh.

I watched Karate Kid!!!!!!
Friday night.
My sis wanted to watch the midnight show.
Movie start at 0040.
Ended around 0315 liddat...
Oklah. The movie was nice.
Watched together with Alvin & Hanis.
Sadly Arif didn't join us.
Went back around 4am...

Oh well... Despite the happiness....
These few days really made me feel down.
I won't elaborate cause its no use.
One thing for sure.
JUST THINK LA! YOU HAVE BRAINS SO THINK!!!!!

Thank you to you.
Listened, shared and be beside.
If you're reading it,
Im referring to you. (:

2010-06-21T01:28:00.010+08:00

20 June 2010.

Really a long day and i had fun.

So, started up that morning.
Woke up, got ready cause Hanis went to my place to settle some things.
At the same time i got ready to go to Zul & Nana's wedding! :D
Few minutes after Hanis arrived, Bella called me.
She was feeling down after her church and wanted to meet me.
Since i have to get ready, i asked her to come up to my place.
Chaotic.
Cause why...?
The night before, i just met her and slacked under the void deck.
Together with Alvin, Hanis, Ishkandar and sis.
I was quite surprised that Alvin & Hanis can really clique with Bella. (:

Anyway back to it.
Later, Alvin came my house.
Ya.. Just got ready to go wedding and went out.
Met Arif under void deck and proceeded.
Lucky the place is in Tampines.
If not.... DIE! Somemore so hot!

The food was awesome!!
The ambience was also cool!!!

Sadly, we didn't take pictures with Bhai... ))):

After that......
Go home change and proceeded to Kepple Bay.
Super nice!!!! ^.^
Two thumbs up! (Y) (Y).

****More in FB.

Really had a great experience on this day.
Learned a lot.
At the same time enjoy also. Heh.

Oh well, that is it.
I gotta start studying soon!!!!

2010-06-14T18:28:00.003+08:00

It's Monday already! Hell fast siaa!

3 days straight been going home late.
The worst one is going home at 5+am on Sunday.
And i've been going out straight.
Yes, i want to give myself a treat.
Get myself to distress and not think of anything.
Thanks to the guys i had, i feel better.
Again, Arif wanted to go there again at night..
This time it was different.
Alvin & Kenneth joined us.
The more the merrier. :))
Went home around 4.30am.
I swear my eyes are so heavy that time.

But, on the bright side, yesterday was TWO THUMBS UP!!!!!!
Especially during the day till evening.
Thank you i must say.
At least you made it happen. (:

Today i slept a lot.
I want to catch up on my sleep.
My panda eyes are growing!!!
I need to put a stop to it! Heehee.
At least today i get to rest.
But despite, my phone never fail to ring.
Sigh.
I'm a busy girl now..
Gonna go work later..
I wonder if the guys wanna go again tonight.
But i dont want to go back home late!!!
Me and my sis is a girl okay! You all are guys!
Heh.

Oh yes, tomorrow there will be a 5A '09 gathering!!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!
But, i wonder if its still on?? Heh.

2010-06-12T18:52:00.004+08:00

Its the start of my 2 weeks vacation!!!!! OHH YEEAAHHHH~~

Can't enjoy all of the days.. Have to study...
I have 3 module exams straight after school reopen. Sigh.

Yesterday i really gave myself a very nice treat.
I mean, not only yesterday ahh. On Wednesday night as well.
What i did was really bizarre mann..
Yesterday after meeting, as usual we slacked under my void deck.
My sister and i gave the briefing..
Very chaotic the place.
Arif, Hanis, Ishkandar and Alvin. As well as Kenneth and Frendy.
Lucky our neighbours didn't call the police up. LOL.
I must admit that we were so noisy.

So anyway, after briefing.. I had some thoughts.
Play Dota & Counter-Strike AGAIN!!!!!
Yes, this what i did on Wednesday night.
Woohooo! Enjoyed it siaa.
So yesterday, at around 2.30am we went near the Sports Hall there.
Played for 2 hours and finished playing around 4.30am.
Walked around there.
My sister and Arif felt soooo hungry till we ate McDonald for breakfast.
LOL.
While eating, we watched the FIFA repeat telecast as well.
Gosh. Crazyy siaa.
Reached home at around 5.40am...
Bathed and drop dead.

Im happy that i get to sleep at least 8 hours.
Its been a very loong time since i didnt sleep this long.

Oh well...
I think the guys wanna play again today.
Damn! I dont want!! Tired siaa..
Perhaps gonna slack later.. Heehee..

Oh! I can't wait!!!!!
Tomorrow??? :DDDDD

2010-06-09T20:20:00.006+08:00

Im taking this opportunity to be online. HAH!

So anyway, school was sooooo draggy and tiring!
Slept for 3 hours only last night.
Oh well, basically i had a meeting cause of some issues to settle off.
Went home at 2.30am and woke up at 5.30am.
By right, i can go school late today.
But i had to become a 'model' for my friends cause they having their pract exams today.
Woooww.. Scarry siaa!
I scared i fail also!! Cause both of my friends failed. :((

During lectures, i tried to keep myself awake.
Thanks to YaZhen cause she always helped me to stay awake.
But i cant. My eyes were so heavy and i slept during lectures...
Its nice but at the same time its cold!!!! BBRRR!!

Oh yes,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AFRAAH!!!!! <3
Wish you all the best with your new journey and love ya!

Left Thursday and Friday. And that is it!
But have to study for exams... :(
Sigh.

This is it.
I can't take it any longer.
My patience level has run low.
Don't trigger me lest i will burst it out.
It's not fucking fair for me, and the rest!
I would let it all out to your faces if my sister didn't stop me yesterday night.
For now, i will keep it cool.
The next time it happened again,
I swear i am gonna let it all out!!
Fuck ah! You don't deserve this!

2010-06-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

Back!! For now only... -.-

Wokay.. I know its been a very long time since i didn't update.
So busy with school and that...
Rushing here and there.
Lack of sleep..
My panda eyes are growing wider.... Sigh.
Oh well. That's life i must say.

Ohhh! I can't wait till my holidays.
But during holidays also i have to study... :(
School reopen straight is my written exams. ARGH!!! What the hell...
So anyway.. I want to at least give myself a treat..
3rd week. Ring any bells guys....?
Well, for those who know.. Good for YOU!!!!
I can't wait! 4 more days for school and that is it!!!!

Basically, life has been very tiring for me.
Projects still piling up as usual... -.-
School has always been boring..
The normal stuffs. -.- Don't have to elaborate.

Not gonna be active now.. I know. Blog has died.
But if i have the time then i will update.
If not, Fuck off! Hah!

Oh yes.. I miss lots of people already.
I've been toooo busy and i didn't have the time to spend time together.
Sorry guys!!!
Meet you guys soon, okayyy????
At least once a week i will meet Bella up. That is ok.
But the rest... Seriously. Let's catch up with each other someday!

And... Yeahhh.

To Dania Syazana:
COME BACK FAST!!!!!!!

To Nazmi:
When to meet?!!!!!

Oh. Did i mention that..

I LOVE TODAY AND YESTERDAY!!!! ^.^

WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-07T19:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO DANIA SYAZANA!!!! (:

All the best for your national exams and, study hard!!!
Thank you for what you've given me.
And hey! LET'S CATCH UP ONE DAY!!!

Not going to be active for now.
3 weeks of school already.
So busy and occupied.
Projects are piling up..
7 projects in a row.
2 weeks more to tests.
1st year mahhh. Soooooooooo occupied.

But okay lah. Trying to cope.
Like i've said, time.
Time are the killers.
We are the one who manage time.
Not time who manage us.
Feeling exhausted, of course.
But when you want something in life, you will do something to achieve it.
I'm not referring for what i am now.
But i need to think of the future.
Maybe some may think differently.
What the fuck sia?
The least you should do is to support and not criticise!

Enough is enough!!!!

Too much things to handle.
Sigh.
Oh. Tomorrow my cousin's engagement!!
Wooohooo!
Will go there after i do project.
Even on Saturday have to wake up early and go school. -.-

L.I.F.E
What do you understand by this word?

Oh and yes.
Sending my condolonces to my dear friend for your loss.
I'm sorry to hear it.
Kinda shocked to see you under our void deck.
I didn't expect that the funeral was related to you.
Stay strong, bro.
You can just come up to me anytime.

I'll ask the rest to come down later.
We'll be back by 1am tonight.
Hope you'll still be there later.
Stay strong for the time being!

2010-04-25T20:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SYAFIQAH!!!!!
Semoga awak panjang umur dan murah rezeki. (:

And so, its been DAYS since i updated.
Been very very veryyyyyy busy!
Just came back from Marina Square and Suntec.
Met those awesome people, and for once, i felt great.

Anyway, 1st week of school had passed.
5 days. It seemed long and draggy.
Indeed it was.
I always have this feeling,
'Gosh, lecture so boring!'. 'Gosh, when is the tutorial going to end?'.
Stuffs like that.
And it's just the 1st week, i have 3 projects.
Damn. So fast sia!!!
So occupied.

Oh and yes. My eyes really like a panda now.
My eyebags are growing fast.
Everyday i have only 4-5 hours of sleep.
Even for Saturday and Sunday!
Can you imagine?!!
I wonder, why now and not back then.
If it were to happen earlier, life has been great.
IF. It's always the 'IF'.
Nevertheless, i know i have to start now.
Sacrificing. Suffer now, enjoy later.
That was what i put my mind to.

I've been exerting myself too much.
Im getting sick.
Sore throat and bad flu.
Sigh. My body is in a state of shock cause suddenly im working hard.
Everyday straight after school, i rushed to go there.
Went back late and i have to wake up early for school the next day.
Even Saturday and Sunday have to work for Sportslink. Gah!

Ok, im complaining and releasing everything.
So far i know i cant gain anything.
BUT! Those sacrifices and effort, i hope this can really change something.
For once. A miracle..

4 things that makes me occupied so far.
1 is confidential.
So meaning 3.
1 - School.
2 - Part time job.
3 - Tutor.
Sigh. Why now!!!!!!
Sometimes i hate fate!
I know i have to accept it. But yes, life's unfair.

This is the only time i get to at least play the computer.
Next time it will be rare.
20 minutes ago, i just went back.
Now, i have to get ready for tutoring.

Everyone has 24 hours a day.
But why do some people can do a lot of things to achieve something?
Why can't you?
People, think properly.
How are you going to spend it?
How are you coping?
Are you wasting your time?
Are you spending it wisely?
Does it benefits you or no?
How long?
Think people. THINK!

Its time to think about the future.
Not just by days.
Think about in 5 years time.
10 years.
or even 20 years!
Life is short.
You can wait.
But people around you can't.

2010-04-15T12:34:00.005+08:00

Gah. So busy!!! :((

Anyway, Tuesday i went to NYP to send the documents.
Met Farhan @ 12pm.
And also, i collected my Student Admission Card.
Wohoo!! Looks nice. ^.^
Then, Farhan went off to work and i...
I MET DANIA SYAZANA!!!!!!!!!!!
Wohoo! Finally i get to meet her.
We've been asking and wanting to meet each other.
So yeah, finally i get to meet and go out with her. :D
But darn it! I forget to strangle her. -.- Hah!
Never mind, the next meeting it will be!

After we walk about at bedok bla bla bla..
Took 69 and waited outside school.
Dania wanted to surprise Rukhsana!!!
So yeah, we did surprised her! LOL!
Then, ate at TenderBest. Talk, laugh, talk and laugh.
One thing spoiled, the RAIN!!!
On the other hand, it's a good thing also lah.
Why?
Cause the rain held us up. So we could spent more time together. (:

After they went back, i met Hanis under my void deck.
It was freaking cold!!!
I have to wait for Frendy somemore cause he wants me to teach him.
Soooo cold till i was shivering siaa.
Seriously, no joke.
What a weather..

Wednesday ----> ORIENTATION!!!!!!!!!
Omg! It was okay laaa.... Not much to say.
Just that i met new people.
They are younger than me. =.=''
Darn it!
Oh yes, im not the same class as Farhan.
Our timetable is also different...
Just that the first day of school we start same timing. :)
Went off at 8++pm.
Waited for 72..
The journey can make you sick!
Oh well..
I have to get used to it.
MONDAY START SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

Friday, Saturday and Sunday work.
Damn!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNT!

2010-04-12T12:10:00.005+08:00

Geez. I have no comments. =.=

So anyway, Friday was working.
Gah, BORED to hell especially in the morning.
Finished work at 6pm.
After work, accompanied Tasya to enroll tuition for her.
Hah, funny.
After enrolling, slacked with her at Coffee Shop!
Asked Hanis to tag along.
Woah, normally the Apek(s) slacked there.
We're becoming one of them, members ar. LOL!
Slacked till 9+ then they went to my house.
Bla bla bla...

Saturday worked morning with Tira.
Phew, at last!
Can relax.
Oh yes. It was the last day for Shafiq to work with us.
His school start today.
Had fun and shared a great experience together.
Take care Shafiq!

That day i had to finish at 7pm.
But due to that 'SUND', i have to wait.
If not i can go earlier!

Nevertheless, we still proceed on to our plan.
Wohoo! I like it.
Its tiring that we have to keep it low.
Be cautious of it.
Together till late! :D

Sunday, had to work full shift.
I was really enjoying my sleep when my manager called.
The night before, i slept late and had to wake up early. -.-
So yeah, reached work at 1130.
Worked all the way till 11pm.
Evening was the start of the AWESOME-ness.
Me, Farhan & Tira!
Wohoo!!!!
We rock! ^.^
When we're eating and having break, we had a random topic to talk about.
It's censored. So yeah.
We laughed out loud like nobody's business!
It was damn hilarious!
Sunday was so packed and last night was so busy.
But, later that night, Farhan made my stomach to burst!
I can't stop laughing sia!!
Tira was lost and asked why i keep on laughing.
Inside joke; Seriously, i can't stop laughing!

After work, slacked with Tira and Nurul before going back.
Sat at the bus bay and slacked.
Lucky got a place to sit.
Chat a while then go home.
In the bus, Nurul made me laugh!
Omg. I think its a laughing day for me.
But no matter what,
LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE!!!
Thanks guys, i needed that.
At least i can stop feeling sad and depressed...

Today, im working in the afternoon.
Gonna get ready soon.
Partner with Tira. Wohoo!!
And, Bella is coming back today!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!
I don't know if im gonna wait for her.
I finish work at 11pm.
She reached Singapore at around 12++.
But, tomorrow i have to go NYP to send documents.
And, Wednesday is my....
ORIENTATION!!!!!!!!!!!
School's starting in 6 days.
Oh well...

2010-04-08T13:11:00.004+08:00

Yeahhh. At home again!
Felt so great to stay at home. LOL!

Anyway, Monday i stayed at home also like a good girl. :P
Resting at home.
That night, while i was playing computer, Bella called me.
Bella asked me if i could meet her.
I wasn't sure of it.
Then she said, 'Its okay baby. You stay home and be a good girl'.
LOL! I am! HAHA!

Tuesday - work morning.
GAH! Partner with my manager.
Damn bored!
Gonna partner with her again tomorrow. -.-''
Tuesday was a long day!
>Worked morning.
Nazmi & Irwan dropped by.
Nazmi wanted to buy shoe and Irwan got himself a shirt.
They were lucky cause got staff discount. Heh.
>Rushed home straight after work.
>Went out with Farhan, Tira & Aliff, Tira's boyfriend.
They rent a car and Farhan had to drive.
They fetched me from my place and we head out.
Went to Changi Village, Changi beach, Pasir Ris park.
We explored the OCH and the Red House.
Wooo. Scarrryyy maryyy! Hah!

That night, i didn't went home.
As i was gonna stay the night at Bella's place.
Yeap, my first time sleeping over at her place.
Managed to be there before midnight.
LOL. Like Cinderella.
Watched TV, paint her nails, and eat chocolates!
Nice..
In the end we slept early.
Had to wake up at 7am.
Bella doze off first. -.-''
I kept waking up at night.
Cause of SOMETHING HAPPENED! Hah.
A memorable night. LOL!

Wednesday, the next day..
I was enjoying my sleep when Bella woke me up.
It was 7.05am. Gosh..
Had a good bath, packed my things and i was the first to be ready. -.-
Geraldine, Bella's sister said:
You should actually take your time cause Bella took 1 hour to get ready.
Hah! WTH?!
Reached airport at 8+.
Had breakfast @ McDonalds.
Then, BLA BLA BLA.....
Went to T1 and they checked in.
And omg, the Q was super long!!!

While her sister and her friends waiting for their turn,
Bella & I stroll around the airport.
Then, we saw the I.D Photo Instant machine.
Bella said : Eh, wanna take a picture?
Me: Huh? With this?!!!
Bella: Can whatttt.
Me: You sure?!!
She pulled me in and we took the picture.
LOL. So random!
After that, roam around airport and it was time for her to go in.
Feel sad to part with her.
I complained to her cause she's always the one leaving me for a long time.
At least that day i went to KL for just 3 days.
That time she went to London for more than a week.
Now, she's leaving for at least a week!
Oh well, just gonna pray that she come back safely.

Was feeling so tired and sleepy during work.
Tira was feeling tired as well.
Was in the store all the time and rest.
Lucky Farhan came early so we can laugh our hearts out.
Finished work late.
As soon as i reached home, bathe and off to bed.

I wanna stay at home today!!!!!
Be a good girl. LOL.
Next 3 days will be working.
Sigh.
School is starting soon!!!!!!!!
Orientation in 6 more days!!!

2010-04-04T17:35:00.009+08:00

Wow. Woke up an hour ago. And finally i get a good long sleep.
Been having lack of sleep.

Yesterday was the BBQ @ Changi Beach.
I went there late and reached at about 7.30pm.
Straight after work, went home to get a bath and proceed there.
A lot of people camping and BBQ-ing.
Weekends + the PH.

When i reached there, it was raining.
Damn! Why do it have to rain last night?
We still continued to BBQ till the rain get heavier.
We stopped and chat at the shelter and eat. HAH!
Some of the guys went prawning and some went to watch movie.
After eating, me & Bella went inside the tent and slack there.
Later, Farhan & Andrew joined us.
Ghost story telling time..!
It was still early though. LOL.
All of us decided to go out when we feel bored inside.
As soon as we stepped out of the tent, the wind was blowing real hard.
Super cold sia! Plus, it was raining.
Bella & I went to the fire and hugged each other tight to keep us warm.
But i still feel cold! BBRR! Felt like it was at Ophir last time. Heh.
Gave up and we went to the toilet.
Hah, Bella was super hilarious the whole moment with me.
As we walked to go to the toilet,
We held hands and walked slowly by the rain.
There was puddle and we played with the puddle everytime we saw one!
I know, like kids. But what the hell.
We're enjoying ourselves!! ^.^

When we came back, the fire was starting.
Woohoo!! BBQ time!!!
Andrew was always taking pose. =.=

The BBQ food was delicious i must say.
Its very nice.
The Stingray, Sotong, Satay, Lamb Chop & Chicken Chop!
TWO THUMBS UP!!!
BBQed Marshmellows too! Wohoo.
Farhan was annoyed by his hair and he used a smart idea to overcome it.
HAH!

We ran out of charcoal and had to stop again.
The guys went to go get it.
And while waiting, sitting down by the beach was nice.
The sounds of the waves and the breeze.
I swear i was feeling so cold!
Farhan laid down the poncho and we sat by there.
Then we were tired, we lay down and the sand is awesome!
The feeling is like being massaged!
Started to sing 'oldies' songs. LOL!

When the guys got back, they lit the fire again.
And the guys who went to prawning were also back.
They BBQed the prawns also. -.-''

Bella & I sat at the table singing our hearts out.
Singing whichever songs we know and bla bla bla.
And she was like, 'Baby, i sing 1 song for you'.
She keep repeating it but didnt finish 1 whole song.
A total of 4 songs but not whole songs.
WTH?!
Honey! You said only 1 song! HAHA!

Oh yes. She said this also; Baby, I like the pictures that we took.
Me: Why? Cause got FLASH?!
She: Yaaa!!! And thanks to your phone!
=)))

It was 4+am in the morning.
I felt kinda tired.
From work then all the way there.
Saw Ismael going in the tent make us the urge to go in also.
Yeah, Bella & I went in to rest.
I almost fell asleep when Mei Ling made noise. =.=
In the end, we gave up and went out of the tent again.
Julian & Dominic were playing guitar and singing songs.
Woah. They rock!

It was 5.30am and we started to pack our things.
Cleaned up the area and by 6am we left the pit.
A long walk to Changi Village.
Hah, and Bella held hands again! ^.^
I thought that it would be the last time.
Then Farhan and her stopped me and said NO, IT ISNT!
HAHA!
I forget that we gonna have another outing for SOMEONE'S birthday.
Then when we reached at Changi Village, it was very very quiet.
No taxis!!
Yeap, all of us taking cab.
We saw LOTS of Prostitutes and Gays.
And omg, we were kinda scared cause they were everywhere!
The way they wore was like so revealing.
Lucky there's a cab and we tried to ask the taxi driver if we could squeeze all.
5 people inside; Farhan, Ismael, Julian, Bella & me.
Thanked god he let us. Hah.
Reached home almost to 7am.
Washed up and dropped dead by 7.30am.

And yeah. Lucky it turns out to be okay.
Although the weather was bad, we worked together to solve the problem.
Oh well. What a memorable event.

2010-04-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so fucking tired and i wanna do this asap.
When was the last time i sat at home and just STAY?!
It's very rare nowadays.
I wanna stay at home!!!!!!
Not that im complaining, but im groaning. -.-

So anyway, today i just had a very long day.
And, just went back home after slacking with Tasya, Hanis & Siraj.
My first time hanging out with Siraj, so yeah.
Thanks to Hanis, Siraj knew my weakness. -.-
And, Tasya been telling things which no one knows.
OMG! It was so embarassing, but yeah.
Throughout it was fun slacking with them.

Actually, i went to shop for the stuffs for BBQ.
Went out in the morning and went to Bedok.
Just me and Farhan did the stuffs.
I felt that i cant even rest on my off day.
Sigh.
It was just the 2 of us and we had to carry the things.
Where was EVERYONE?!!!!!
Rushed here and there just to make sure everything is complete.
What the hell.

Despite all that, i kinda love today.
I didn't expect that it would be this way.
I thought that it may not be possible.
But you made it happen.
And yeah, i appriciated it and i enjoyed it.

The rest of the days of the week, just been working and going out.
Like i've said, i wanna just stay at home.
School is starting in like 2 weeks time??!!!!
OMG!
Don't remind me!

Tomorrow gonna have our Class BBQ @ Changi Beach.
Gonna stay up whole night and gonna go back the morning after.
I hope things will go well.
Cross fingers, Linda!

2010-03-28T22:59:00.016+08:00

Sigh. So packed and busy!
And yeah, i came back on Thursday.
Oh well, lemme start off.

Tuesday;
Woke up at 9am and got ready everything and off to airport.
My sis and i checked in early so that i could walk all around the transit.
WOOHOO!
I visited all the places in the transit and all the terminals.
Terminal 1 - Terminal 2 - Terminal 3 = back to Terminal 1.
Then, it was time for us to board as the gate has opened.
As i walked through the WTMD (Walk Through Metal Detector),
The alarm went on.
I was like WTF?!!!
I placed all coins and my phones inside the basket already siaa.
Then i realised that i had my belt on and have metal. -.- Hah!
I was being checked and it felt as if you kena raped siaaa.
And camwhore before boarding.

**[More @ FB.]

The view on the plane was really great!
I sat at the window seat.
Took lots of pictures up there.
*More in FB. :)

Reached the KLIA - LCCT Airport, it was total different from KLIA.
Last time i took Jetstar, it dropped at KLIA.
But this time i took AirAsia, it dropped at LCCT.
One thing amazed me;
When we alight from the plane, we had to take the stairs down.
The sound of the engine was really loud!
See? Can take the picture up close. haha.

Then, took taxi to our hotel. :D
Took 1 hour from LCCT to Kuala Lumpur city.
When we reached the hotel lobby,
The doorman opened the door for me and not my sis. LOL.
I was like Wooaaahh..
Felt like a rich girl for a sec. HAH!
Then he carried our luggage and my sis and i went to reception.
Feels great when its just the two of us.
I gave tips to the nice doorman and actually, he's quite handsome.
LOL!

Rest awhile at the hotel room then off to go to buy dinner.
I ate SUBWAY for dinner!
Woohoo!!! It rocks siaaaa! And really worth it! ;D

Wednesday;
Woke up for breakfast and wohooo!
It was delicioso...!
After that we went exploring the city!
We took the monorail, sight seeing and SHOPPING! Haha.
Ate A&W for Lunch! NICE!!
If only Singapore have A&W and SUBWAY is Halal, i'll be in heaven. ^.^
When its dark already, we still at the shopping mall oppsite our hotel.
The mall was big!!! Berjaya Times Square. :))
As for the night life.......
Too bad im still not qualified to enter.
Must be 21 years at least.
But instead, my sis and i slacked at the hotel lounge and bar till 2.30am.
The feeling was great.

Thursday;
As per normal, woke up morning for breakfast.
Then off to go SHOPPING and get all the items on my list!
I bought many things and i spent a lot of moneyy. Haha.
We did all the necessary and by 4.30pm we had to go from KL.
So, reached the airport and checked in early as well.

Sadly, it began to rain heavily when we're at the gate hold room. :(
I felt kinda scared cause got thunder all.
Just prayed hard. Heh.
Then, it was super cold at the plane till i had to use the washroom.
It was a bumpy ride siaa.
There was also turbulence.
Walked all the way to there and had to hold on tight.
In the toilet also was super bumpy. Hah.
For a while, i felt like vomitting! Lol.
But, i managed to get over it.

Oh yes, i made a friend!
This lady from KL sat beside me.
She was so friendly. :D
Chat with her and promote the places in Singapore for her. Hah.
I became a tour guide for a moment.

Reached Singapore at around 8.55pm.
Instead of just go to the arrival, we walked around the transit again!
But this time, we just went to T3.
Nice!!! :D
DFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If only DFS is at outside instead of Transit..!!!

Mom & Dad fetch us from airport and went for dinner.
Mr Teh Tarik @ Afghan it is.
Oh yes, i met my senior there.
Had a small conversation and she hugged me! Hah.

Friday had to work morning. -.-
I went off straight after work.
Ate dinner with Hanis and slacked with him til 1.30am.

Saturday is Speech Day and I had to work also!
Damn!
And i woke up late! Woke up at 07.45am.
Reached school at 8.20am and went with Mira. =D
Watched the parade and all those stuffs.
I love this. =))

Went to work late and phew, lucky i partner with Tira.
Reached workplace at about 10.50am.
No time to rest. Sigh.

Then later after work, i played pool with my friends.
It was like a 'REUNION' for us.
Cause we've been very busy with our lives.
My childhood friends;
Arif, Fidaiy, Frendy, Hafiz and Hanis.
Sadly Tasya wasn't there.
But seriously, i felt so happy seeing them all.
After playing pool, slacked till 2am.
Went home and dropped dead.

And;
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NOR ZAHIRA!!!!!!!!
Chey dah 18 per? Amcm?! HAHA~!
Semoga kehidupan awak sempurna..
ZAH! Biler mau jumpe?!

Oh well, gonna be very very very busy now.
Sigh.

2010-03-22T19:02:00.006+08:00

Woow, its been 14 days straight since i updated my blog.
So busy and occupied.
Feel so lazy to switch on the computer these days.

So, let's just start on last week.
I can't really remember what happened 2 weeks ago.
And here it is.

Monday, 15 March, went to NYP in the morning to send all the documents.
After that, went to Bugis and Somerset with Farhan & Shafiq.
It was our day off and the guys wanna do shopping. -.-
I luurrvveee to shop at 313!!
I can't wait for another day out for shopping.
I am sooooo going to NEW LOOK or FOREVER 21!!!! ^.^

As for Tuesday, 16 March, had to help out my aunt.
Carried those bulky stuffs here and there.
Back pain siaa.
That very evening, met up with my friends, the usual ones. Heh.
Wanted to plan for our class gathering.
Then, Bella and Julian wanted to eat Pastamania.
So off to there, it was really packed!
But still, we managed to get a seat.
Then, hang out at there for quite some time and we're off to Tampines 1 rooftop.
Nice wind. =)
I had to leave early, and Bella was sooo sad.
Sorry! But it was a really nice dinner, Bella honeyy. Thanks!

Wednesday, worked morning.
Gah! Damn bored.
Partner with my manager. -.-
Nothing interesting.

Thursday, afternoon with Tira.
Wohoo!!!
I likeee~~
As per normal, we did our crazy stuffs.
It has become a habit for us.

Friday, morning.
Was very tiring. It was like straight after one event to another.
Time is really ticking and we're rushing for time.
And yes! It was raining heavily.
Super damn cold siaa at Airport.
Was freezing!
Actually, this day was really nice.
It was the first time, and i cant express it out.
But, i just love it. *Winks*

Saturday and Sunday also morning.
And Tira partner with me for 4 days straight.
WOHOOOO~!
Farhan and Shafiq also were there.
Chaotic.
But when my manager have, its like a prison. -.-
Just that Saturday, we really rockkkkkkkk the place.

Sunday straight after work, i went to help my friends.
They had the FLEA Market along the MRT Track.
Lucky it was near my place, so i can help.
I felt like i was in another retail line.
But this time....
I WAS THE BOSS! HAHAHA!! (Bella said that to me) :P
Seriously, it was fun!
Afraah, Narissa, Alisha and Zahid really put in effort for it.
And yeah, i helped them to get customers.
Very competitive actually.
You have to be creative.

And now, i just woke up from a very nice nap.
Not working today.
And i have to pack my bags soon.
Im going tomorrow!!!
Wohooo!!!
Gonna shop there and enjoy there!!!
Just me & my sis.
Gonna have the night life there! Wohooo!
My flight for tomorrow will be in the afternoon.
So by noon i have to check in.
Will update again as soon as i come back!
And damn, the next day after i come back, i have to work. -.-
Till then.

2010-03-08T22:52:00.007+08:00

Oh dear. Been very very very busy siaaaa... =(
It's just the beginning of the year, and im so occupied.

Well let's see.
Last Thursday - work.
Friday - NCC.
Saturday, morning went to HQ NCC, Amoy Quee.
Its been a very long time. =P
The freestyle competition was wow for the first time.
Congrats to Springfield NCC Seagirls for getting the 5th place.
Later that afternoon, met Bella & Julian.
Watched Alice In The Wonderland 3D.
Wowwww! My first time watching a 3D movie.
It was kinda cool. The specs and the animation. HAH!

As for Sunday....
Morning i had to work. Partner with Tira. ^.^
Played Ping Pong at the shop. LOL.
[MINTAK KENE BUANG PER?!]
Then later in the afternoon, Farhan came then Faezah.
Wohooooo!!!!! We really rock the place sia.
Played Ping Pong again with them.
We tag team. Hah.
Tira said, 'Ni memang betul2 mintak kene buang sia kiter'.
Meaning: It is obvious that we were asking to be sacked from work.
After we were all tired, switched on music and our craziness came.
Started to 'RAP' the music, change lyrics that rhymes and dance around.
I wasn't there for long.
My sis wanted to fetch me from work.
She rented a car, that was why. Heh.
Went to Changi Village cause my mom wanted to eat Satay.
Then back home.

At around 8pm, i met Tasya to slack at the park.
Then, i called my sis if we wanted to go out or not.
And she said okay, so waited for around 2 hours for her. =.=''
Hanis tagged along and we're off to East Coast Park!

Together with my sister's friends.
Fuhh! Chaotic sia!
One of her friends got car also.
So yeah.
We were like racing! Nice!!
Reached ECP around 12++am.
They wanted to eat. The 'old people'. Hah!

After eating, send my sister's friends back home.
Left only us; My sister, Tasya, Hanis and myself,
We went to ECP again!
This time, we just sit by the beach and slack.
Lying down at the beach, with nice breeze and the sound of the waves.
Was really relaxing!
Been thinking a lot these days.
It felt great to not think of anything and just relax.
We got off from there at around 4.40am in the morning.
Reached home at 5am.
Drop dead as soon as i reached home.

Then today, went to SPF.
And tomorrow? Work. =.='
I wonder when can i go for my medical check up.
Must find time!!!!

2010-03-03T23:45:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Siti Zafirah!!!!!!!!!! =)))

Hey Zaf! You're 18 already!!! Thank god the legal age in NZ is also 18. Haha.
Anyway, hope you succeed in life there.
And i hope you had a great celebration in New Zealand.
SSHH! I know you can drive already so SSSHHH!!!
Come back soon Zaf! I cant wait til December. =D

[Actually there was supposed to be a video for you, but i cant show you.]

So anyway, i am so BUSYYYYY nowadays.
I cant get enough rest and peace!
Im very occupied these days.
Last saturday worked full shift siaa.. Tiring!
Sunday sick.
Monday went to SPF.
Tuesday work.
Lots of things happened. Seriously.

As for today,
I worked full shift again.
Today i ate Popeye's with Tira.
It was super random cause we dont know what to eat. Heh.
We laughed a lot till there was a pain at our stomach.
HAHA! Hilarious moments siaa!!
And, we did crazy stuffs again. =P
And yes, i just came back from work.
11pm straight i punched card and off to wait for 34.
Luckily the bus came straight away. Phew!
My legs are killing me.
And im not feeling that well..
Tomorrow gotta work again. Sigh.

Oh yes!
During work just now, i took the chance to see the timing for Arrivals.
From London =)
Bella honey coming back today!!!
She messaged me saying that she had reached.
Lucky i worked today. So can meet her awhile.
She came to my workplace and give a VERYYY BIGGGG HUGGG!!!!
I like! Gosh! How i missed her!! ^.^
Hope you get enough rest Honeeyy.. (:

Many many many things happened.
I just keep on looking into it.

Sigh.
What a disastrous.
What to do...?

2010-02-25T22:50:00.006+08:00

I cant believe i cant answer a primary school maths question sia!!!
WTH?!!!!
I thought secondary school maths are hard.
But now, i realise that primary school maths is a killer too!!!!

March is coming soon.
30 more days and that is it.
Time for me to crack my brains again.
I wont be so free as now.
I will be the leader of the zombie and panda.
Have to be prepared for it...

So, lots of things happened.
Seriously.
Its just a matter of time, and days.
I don't know if its right or wrong.
Everyone deserves to be happy.
They have the right.
Even for myself and my dear, for you too.

Its amazing isn't it?
Don't you think so?
When the world tears apart you see yourself in the middle.
No matter where you are, you're always in the middle of something.
I just wonder how and what.
Wondering over something can be bad.

SHUT UP!
I won't and i can't.
I know.
And im doing nothing about it.
Im hiding it from others.
It's not that i don't have the courage.
But i don't have the wisdom.

& Especially to YOU (i didnt want to say your identity),
I am so sorry to hear about this.
And i send my condolences to you and your family.
Continue to pray and be strong.
I will not forget the times we used to had.
Seikhlas di hatiku, kan ku bacakan Al-Fatihah untuknya.
Semoga Allah cucuri rahmat kepada rohnya.
Amin.

2010-02-22T00:21:00.007+08:00

I LURRVEEEEEEE MY WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

My weekend rocks sia!!!

Basically i had to work both days.
Saturday i worked afternoon shift.
Reached early, AS USUAL! =P
When Farhan came, all of us disturbed him.
Cause he came late. HAHA!
We were so bored at work.

3 Part-timers standing at the front staring into blank spaces.
Then, we decided to camwhore; JUMPSHOTS!

Tiring i must say. Tira was the camera person.
3 of us jumping like monkeys.
Heck care what people think and said.
At night, as per normal, my handphone was the victim.
MUSIC IS ON THE HOUSE!
Lucky got Farhan's phone also to back up.
And thank god i brought my charger.
Oh yes! I received Ice Chocolate from Secret Recipe.
My friend from there gave 2 cups, and it was FREE!

Sunday?
I worked morning shift actually.
Then one of my colleague MC.
My manager asked if i wanna work full shift.
So i said, YES! I wanna earn more!!!! =D
My first time and i swear, it was really tiring! 13 hours sia.
But still!!!!! I had hella lots of fun!
Night especially.
Tira, Farhan & Linda.
Nice. ^.^
I am really enjoying it!
I'M LOVIIING IT!

As for today?
Gonna go out the whole day!
Damn. Not going to rest much though.
Tuesday im working also... Sigh.
But never the mind.
I want earn as many as i can!
And gonna go holiday soon!!!
WHEEEEE!!!!!

And yeah, my shoulders are killing me.
Body ache sux... =(

2010-02-20T10:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NUR EZZATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May all your wishes and dreams come true. Also may you achieve success in life.
Thank you ET for what you've done for me so far. I really appriciate it.
Also, thank you for the laughters and joy i received from you. ^.^
ET! Dah 18 ah?! AMCM?!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!

Okay, let's see.
Yesterday work morning boring siaa...
I felt so sleepy, i dont know why.
And, i was almost late! Darn!
Oh yes, there are new stocks yesterday.
If only i have the money to buy the shoe!

Went off work early cause going to SPF.
As usual NCC.
Furthermore, Bella was waiting for me there. Heh.
Bella wanted to meet me, so she met me there.
Hey guys what do you expect?
Its kinda weird that my friends keep on saying that i keep going to SPF.
Wth? hahaha.
After NCC, met Et at her school.
I ~~have~~ something to tell her. I need to.
Lucky SPF and Temasek Poly is near.
For once i felt like a poly student.
Hah, nvm. SOON!!!!!!!!

Then met the rest at KFC.
Nope, i didnt eat there again. LOL. If not 2 days straight!
Just grab a BBT that was it.

Working the afternoon shift later.
Woooohoo! Gonna enjoy tonight!
*Wicked Smile*
Partnering with Tira & Farhan.
This time not Shafiq. Hah, too bad.
But Sunday i have to work morning... =(
Sleepy........

2010-02-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

Wokay!!!!!!!!
I must, and i should!!!!!

So anyway, had to work morning today.
Tira was late again. -.-
I reached early as usual. HAHA!
Partner with her, at least i can relax myself.
But!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Couple of things happened.
I pity my colleague also i treat her as my friend,
She kena terminated sia today...
Then somemore, the display shoes went MISSING!!!!!!!
We were like so panicked siaa..
Tira and I searched the whole store room.
Took out the boxes and shoes bla bla bla.
Spent a lot of time sia searching.
We even thought of calling the police.
But hah, we didnt.
Then Tira called me said that the shoes had been found. HAH!

After work, i rushed to school.
The girls had Speech Day rehearsal.
Thanks to Tira i can go off early from work. Heh.
Then, met Ma'am Neo.
*Sigh*
She asked me the answer for Cadet Officer Course.
I think... I am going to give her the answer.
Whatever the answer will be, it'll soon be out.

Anyway, after the rehearsal, went to eat dinner with Rukhsana at KFC.
Nice, i was kinda hungry anyway.
So sad that Dania, Farah & Amalina can't join us.
Never mind, there is always next time. ^^
Then, i went to buy TenderBest to surprise Tasya.
Hah, Rukhsana was so kind. =P
After buying it, i went to Tasya's place and gave her the surprise. =D
I'm glad you like it!!!

Just now, had this conversation with Afraah.
I was sooooooooo touched when she said that.
She remembered that i always get my lips dry.
And she asked me to hydrate myself...
Thanks Af!!! Love ya!!!! (L) MUACKS!

I need to work morning again tomorrow.
Will go school after that.
Sat & Sun work.
Wow, 4 days straight.. =(
Nvm, money comes in. hee.

2010-02-15T23:55:00.005+08:00

Its Total Defence day today!!!
Woah. How i missed those times in school.
They commemorated on how Singapore fell into Japanese all those stuffs.
Bla bla bla..
HISTORY! HOW I LURRRVVEEE HISTORY!

So anyway, spent the day out as a 'belated' valentine outing and also,
To celebrate Nur Afiqah's birthday.
Happy Birthday Afiqah!!! ^.^ You're legally 18! HAHA.
Planned to watch movie at VivoCity.
But what the hell?!!!
It was super packed.
Those PRCs, foreigners and locals are all there! =.=
I must say that i hate those parts when i see 'Tagalog' people...

Then, we went to Bugis instead - Iluma.
Watched Valentine's Day with Afiqah, the birthday of course.
And also Khaliesah & NurSyafiqah. =)

Yeap, that was it.

Okay, now i know why people don't like Taylor Swift.
EEWWW!!!!!
She made a FOOL of herself in that movie. -.-
I dont really like into her. Lucky.

And so, what a day. Heh.
I'm going bugis again tomorrow!!!!!
Gonna spend again. Haish....
Oh well. What to do...

Happy Birthday to Ma'am Masturah.
& also,
Muhammad Arif Bin Kamal!!!!!!

2010-02-14T20:05:00.005+08:00

A lot of events happened today. Woah... 14 February 2010, will remember that.

Firstly,
Happy Birthday to MIRA HAZWANI & IRWAN!!!!!!!!!!!
All the best in everything you do in life ;)
And dearest Mira, I hope you'll be happy forever. Hee.
Jangan macam2 ehk!!!!!!!! You know what i meant. =P

Second,
Happy Valentines Day people!!!!!
Love is in the air...
Love and care people around you.
Appriciate the little things in life.

Third,
Happy Chinese New Year to my friends and colleagues!
May you have prosperous year and good luck keep coming in your way. =)

Okay, now my turn.
Basically i had fun at work yesterday.
I had to work till closing. And!!! IT WAS AWESOME!!!
Partner with Tira & Shafiq.
Its always the best when the manager and those 'old' people are not there.
So anyway, as per normal, we switched on music using phone with the max volume.
My phone had to be the victim. -.-
Lucky for me i can borrow my friend from Secret Recipe the charger.
Really had fun yesterday!

Then, after i finished work, my sis asked to slack with her. -_-
I told her i don't want to go back home late.
End up, we went back at 4.10am in the morning!!!!!
Long time didnt torn.
So anyway, i didnt know that people wanna join me and my sis slack.
First it was my sis's friend. Then it was my neighbour, also treat him as my friend.
And lastly, Tasya also came down.
I was kinda shocked when she called me 3 in the morning asking if im sleeping.
And yes, she was stunned when i said i was still slacking. Heh.

I had 3 hours of sleep and rise and shine for me.
Had to work man! Its CNY! Who doesnt want to work!
Incentives from company, hang bao from a colleague of mine. ^.^
Then, we had 'reunion lunch'.
Ordered Canadian Pizza. Nice.... =)
Purposely didnt eat breakfast but i swear i was freaking hungry.
But it was worth it.
My first time having this kind of experience.
Tira and I ate 4 piece of pizza! OMG! Break record sia.
And, today Tira & I slacked a lot!!!
Its like we don't care about the shop anymore. Hah!
Oh well, as long we get paid its alright. ^.^
(Perangai per kiter!!!!)

And now, i have to get ready as im meeting Bella.
She just call me to meet under my void deck.
Hah! My Valentine Date. =P

2010-02-10T23:10:00.007+08:00

Didnt get the time to update.
So here it is.

Started off with Monday.
Accompanied Afraah to school to get her prepwork for her portfolio.
I hope Afraah is alright.. =)
Went straight to the canteen.
How i miss the school's food.
Thanks to Nazmi cause he reminded me of it.
He wanted to tag along. The more the merrier.

As for Tuesday,
Happy Birthday Mom!! Thanks for everything. That is all i can say.
I had to work. Nothing much.
Just that Bella came to the airport. It was super random to see her there.
Hang out with her while i was waiting my sis and her friend also.
Took pictures and a stroll.
Bla bla bla.

Then lastly, today.
I don't have to work actually today.
But my manager called me up while i was soundly sleeping.
So yeah, i worked.
After that met Bella and hang out at Starbucks.
Saw a lot of people.
We are famous. -.-
Tasya came down as well.
Slack with her at void deck till 10pm.

And now, im able to rest myself off.
It SUCKS! Seriously.
Why does it have to be that way?
I swear i can't get abit.

Somehow i dont know if i want to believe or no.
But its really getting on my nerves.
I want to know why.

2010-02-04T21:36:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was really unexpected, i swear!

Went to Marina Barrage.
My classmates wanted to celebrate my birthday.
And, thanks a lot especially to Bella,Mei Ling, Nazmi, Irwan, Farhan and Ismael.
Also to WenXi, Xing Yong & Damian for coming down.

Supposedly meeting time was 2pm.
But i was late. Hah. Sorry guys.
Bella messaged me to meet at J.Co Donuts.
So yeah, i waited there and called her.
But she said she wanted to fetch me.
I saw Nazmi & Irwan.
So instead Nazmi fetched me.
As we entered in, they sang the birthday song loudly.
OMG!!!!! So sweet. =) Nice Surprise~~!!!
2 cakes especially for me & Irwan.
Cute candles guys. =P
Took group photo there and off to Marina Barrage.

Got out from Marina Bay MRT station, there was this sticker.
They said it was specially for me.
So i had to peel off the stickers everywhere they posted.
Gosh guys. I didnt know you guys would go there before hand and paste it.
The stickers were everywhere!
Bus stops, Marina Barrage entrance and many more!

Reached the top, lay down the mat and have a good seat with nice wind.
The guys got ready the kites and ready to take off! LOL.
Yeap, we played kites there.
I guessed that i told Farhan too much of the part i played kite with ET & M.Seri. ;P
Seriously the wind was SUPER strong till my kite got cut off!!!
Lucky Farhan ran for the string till he roll down.
Thanks Farhan!!!! ^.^
I really enjoyed the breeze and damn my hair was destroyed!

While i was really enjoying the breeze and scenery, i heard people talking.
So yeah, i turned and saw Bella & Nazmi with someone.....
RUKHSANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my god!!!!
What a surprise!!!!!
No wonder she's been acting weird.
She asked if im with my friends already or no.
Also, she said that she was sick!!!!
Too much of being sick! HAH!
I was really speechless, seriously.
Suddenly i felt so weak to got up to my feet.
When she saw me, she ran towards me and gave me a big hug!
Now, i felt weak to stand then her impact was so hard...
I fell to the ground. We fell.
OUCH! Seriously, my butt still hurts now.
Took pictures, kept enjoying the wind. Bla bla bla.

We had trouble to find a place to eat our dinner.
They had some suggestions; Sempang Bedok or Seoul Garden.
Had some votes so all were Seoul Garden.
Reached there, but there were A LOT of people.. =(
Then, Ismael gave a 'brillliant' idea.
Lay down our mat at the open space near Tampines MRT Station and eat. LOL.
Last resort, BBQ Chicken. Nice....
When the person there asked, 'are you guys students?'
We answered 'YES' so loudly. Hah.
Rukhsana said, 'if cant, use all under her name'. LOL.
Since she's the only student there. =P

There, we were the loudest.
Oh dear, we really do act like students. HAHAH!
But, we still enjoy ourselves. Hee.

Thank You guys for the great celebration.
Also, the AWESOME SURPRISES!

Looks like i cant upload the pictures.
Farhan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
QUICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

It seems like everything is over.
Okay, i know i can't exaggerate. Not everything, but mostly.
I don't feel like talking all of it. But here's some.
1. My age is a year older. Damn, im getting old!
2. No more student fares. Sialah, now so expensive!
3. Won't fear if i torn till up late. WTH??!

I can't express it out although this is a place to let loose all my feelings.
I don't want to talk about it.

Thank you for your time and attention.

2010-01-31T23:50:00.005+08:00

Thank you to those who wished me.
Really appriciate it.

For awhile, i felt that im old.

And, the moon is nice. Seriously.

Sometimes, hopes can be dangerous.

2010-01-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

I want to stay at home for at least a day... Can???

School has yet to start, and im so busy right now. WTH?!
If school start already for sure i cant be free. ):
Speaking of school, its the result for the posting!!!
How everyone? Satisfied or no? Going for an appeal?
No matter what, good luck my dear friends. =)

Tira was right; they will send message when we are sleeping soundly. =P

Yesterday was a day out for me and my sister.
Fuhh!! Enjoyed it much!!!
From 313 - Cathay - Wisma Atria - Penin - Bugis.
We went shopping, yeap, shop!
It was my first time and woaahhhhh!!! I'm scared sia..
I calculated back how much i've spent.
I spent $132 in total!!!!!! Damn!!!!
The figure really made me bit my nails.
Scaryyyyy!!!
But overall, i love the feeling. ^.^
Sis said next month we'll go again. I have to control, i dont want to be a shopaholic.
Whats more if we go overseas. DAMN!!!!

As for today, i had to work morning.
Then went off at 3pm, met Farhan and off to Nanyang Poly.
Asked about the appeal thingy for the JAE.
Bla Bla Bla.....
After that, met Et & M.Seri.
Thought of flying a kite, but the wind isn't at our side. -.-

Im waiting patiently til 9pm.
Why???????
Cause.... I am able to get a new phone!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YES!!!!!!!
Finally, the phone that ive been eyeing for since it first came out.
I LIKE!
Thanks mom for this gift. =)
A new phone to start a new year and a new life with.

Happy Birthday Nabilah Huda =)

2010-01-24T22:05:00.006+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Nur Amirah Bte Othman!!!!!!!!
Sadly, this year we weren't able to see each other and be happy together.
Normally there will be joyous moment together in school.
Six years knowing you, meant a lot to me.
Thank you for being there for me, mirah.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
& I miss you...
Hopefully, we'll be catching up one day. =D

Today was wow.
I forget that i was in the morning shift.
It was 10.10am when Tira called me.
I was sleeping sia.
When she said,'Eh dowan come to work ar?!'
me: huh? i morning ar?
she: ya la. You partner with me today.
me: Shit. okay. i get ready now.
Got there around 11.05am. Phew, at least something.
Came to work also like a zombie sia.
Then, i have to OT!!! -.-
I felt so tired!!!!

Basically, Friday and Saturday had the NCC camp.
Slept for only 2 hours.
Saturday went to Sentosa.
First time event, i know.
Finish camp around 5.30, rush back home to change clothes
And off to meet Et & Ma'am Masturah.
Headed to Clarke quay.
SURPRISE TO MA'AM SERI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
Hope you like it. (:

So yeah, i was too tired till i cant wake to go to work.
Lol, wth???

I'm so occupied now.
I miss being at home.
I wanna stay at home for at least a day.
I miss the boring-ness.
At least there isn't much energy to waste.
Sigh.

Happy Birthday to Norafifah Bte Ismail.
Amazingly, you remember

2010-01-21T21:05:00.004+08:00

I was almost late this morning.
Morning shift siaa. Then yesterday i had to do till closing.
So i can't wake up just now in the morning.
So tired!! =(
New stocks arrived, that's why.

So anyway, as per normal if i partner with Tira, we'll be enjoying ourselves.
Its like that shop is our shop. We did anything that we wanted. HAH!
Switch on music to the loudest, sit down and relax. Bla bla bla.. =P
Went to T2 to buy lunch, hah, seriously we took our own sweet time seh.
Food at T2 was ok la.. Got more choices also.
But both T1 and T2 are quite similar.
Ate our lunch also slow, chit chat a lot. Bla bla bla.
Finding trouble sia us. Punch time was exact but still we took our time.

After work, i stopped at the interchange cause i wanted to buy something.
Suddenly, Nazmi messaged me asked to meet up.
Then ok lor, i met him.
Funny thing was, i didnt realise that all along he was in front of me.
WTH?!
We even took the same timing at the traffic light.
When im reaching my block then i realised that he was in front of me. LOL.
So was it a co-incidence????
Sat under my block and chat.
Heh, chey Nazmi chey. =P
Eh Nazmi, it works ok? HAHA! Tak rosak.. Bluekkk

Basically, now work is more boring.
Franz no more. Just left me & Tira. Haiz.
Im thinking if i should..
But time is limited sia.
Bored!!!!!

2010-01-20T02:23:00.005+08:00

Its 2.25am in the morning, and im still awake.
I got back home at around 1am just now.
Slack under void deck with Sis & NFA.
Before that, we went window shop and shopping.
Time really flew so fast when we're enjoying.
Or is it us that is taking our time? HAH.

Checked out some agencies about the holiday trip.
Wah... So expensive sia.
It's my first time, of course it will cost a lot.
I don't want to spend all the money.
Since money is precious now.
Have to do a lot of thinking at home now.

Oh yes, while we're slacking just now,
there was this cat, a small cat, more like a kitten came to our place.
Of course, i couldn't resist seeing a cat. ;P
Called the kitten and wow, she came. Yes she, it was a female kitten.
SOOOO CUTE!!!!!
AND!!! We gave her a name, TonKichi. =D

She seemed hungry, and i gave her food.
Bought something at 7-11, and gave her all to eat. =)
After that, she sleepy already.
Funny thing was she wanted to sleep by us.
As though we gave her comfort.
It was already 12+am. I want to go home!!
But i felt so hard to leave her alone.
There was a thought of bringing her back home.
However.... I have 5 cats at home siaaa! I can't manage any further.
Put her inside a box and left her before i took the lift.

Amazingly, she followed us till the lift.
Oh well, i just brought her up, gave some food.
And send her back down.
I hope she'll be alright.
Cause when i had settle down at home, it started to rain.
Pity her... =( I felt bad though...
Just hope for the best.
Good bye kitty. =(

Happy 20th Birthday Ma'am Seri!!
May your wishes and dreams come true. ;)

2010-01-18T21:21:00.002+08:00

AT LAST!!! IM DONE RESEARCHING!!! ^.^

Spent 2 and a half hours in total to do my research.
How time flies till i forget its already 9++. (OMG!)
Phew, at least its over for now.
Gonna do some more research other time.. =(

So anyway. I've been thinking.
Where to go for overseas.
My sis promised me if i do well for my Os, she wanna bring me for a holiday.
I don't want to go New York nor Germany.
ALL ARE EXPENSIVE!
I wanna go somewhere i can shop alot.
Been saving money also.. ^^
Oh well, im not sure on where to go.
Now i'll just have to wait for my sister response.

Met Bella earlier in the afternoon.
Accompanied her to bank, and wow.
We do feel old, cause you have to manage your own account. Bla bla bla..
She changed the new card, nice.
She asked me when im going to change my card. LOL.
I dont think i can change.
My name's too long!!!! WTH!!! ;P
Ate lunch then met Mei Ling.
And im off.
WHOOOO!!!!

Not satisfied sia. LOL.
Met NFA after that, and ya. so the not satisfied.
Partner, how ar?

At least it had the first, and good initiative.
I wasnt expecting though.
But i was contented =)

2010-01-16T23:14:00.006+08:00

Really enjoying myself today.
Felt that i have a good time for myself. =)

Started off with morning, NCC stuffs all that.
Head to Century Square after that to have our lunch.
At last ET get to eat the food that she would call me up to ask the name of it. HAH.
So yeah, had a great lunch.
While eating, i said to her; (in malay actually).
Me:Et, i feel like i want to fly a kite ahh..
Her: Can lah, invite others also.
Me: Ok, anything la. I seriously want to fly a kite. I've never fly a kite before.
Her: I also.
Me: Set ar. We go when we are all free. Next week after camp, want?
Her: We'll be at Sentosa, right?
Me: Ah.. But anything la..
Continued eating and took a stroll at TM.
Hah, we got nothing to do sia..
Disturb people!! :P
It was hilarious when ET and I went in that shop just to check her out.
Amazingly she didnt even attend to us! LOL
Ma'am Seri waited for us one place, she didnt join in.
HAH.

Then, all went separate ways.
Im going out also and both of them went to LASALLE open house.
Couple of hours later... ET called me saying,
Her: Linda, we bought a kite. Want play??
Me: (shocking) Huh?! Serious??!!!
Her: Yeap. We bought 2. Come down ar.
Me: Wokay, i'll try ask.
As soon as i finish buying things, i rushed there. Hee Hee.

Went off there around 7+.
I got to know that Ma'am Seri also wanna fly a kite.
HAH, What a co-incidence.
Then, we went to FLEA Market at the MRT track.
ET got herself a shirt and vest. hah.
Lastly, went to Teh Tarik, get a drink and chat.
And at last, proceed back home.

I must say that ET is so weird today.
She's more active and... horny sia.. (WOW!) haha.
Good la. I like the way she is. Keeps my jaws moving and tired of laughing. :P

Perhaps going out again tomorrow with them.
BUT! ET!! GO STUDYYYYYYYY FIRST!!!!
Let's see how tomorrow will be.

I'm not sure if its really true or not.

2010-01-15T11:41:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so dizzy and not good. :(

Didnt go to work today cause i caught with a fever yesterday evening.
This morning, i was soo weak. So yeah.
Ate 3 pills of panadol cold relief.
Its effective. =)

Yesterday's weather was freaking hot.
So i guess i had dehydration. Had a looong day.
Morning went to Temasek Poly to ask for some courses.
Then, went to SPF to collect my cheque.
Accompanied Farhan to his Driving lesson.
Lastly, proceeded to NANYANG POLY!!!! =D
We spent more time there.
I've gave up my dreams to go to Engineering courses.
Instead, i want to go to Science courses.
So yeap, did some research about all those courses.
And yes! I've sent my application today. Felt relieved about it.
All 12 options were filled in.

I hope i made the right choices.
All are wondering why i put that as my first choice.
But, i have to think of my future too.
I dont want to struggle finding jobs after i graduate.
I think that will be a secure job.
Although i didnt say anything about this course before O and after O,
I've think about it.
Maybe in the start, i'll struggle learning about it.
But towards the end, i hope i can make it through.
Everyone keeps questioning me.
Not even one motivate me or at least say something nice.
It hurts siaaaa...

Sigh.
Now lets just wait for the result for the posting.

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY TO MY CAT, KC!!!!!
i LOVE YOU MY HANDSOME CAT! =D

2010-01-13T13:02:00.006+08:00

At last i am able to at least sit in front of the pc. :P

Wokay, results were out!!
After waiting for 2 months exactly, getting mails from the Polytechnics and feeling anxious,
THIS IS IT!!!!
Met Miss Hidayah cause she wanted to go with me. Heh.
The atmosphere in the hall was so chaotic when the results were released.
Compared to the N level results, the O level results are more tensing.
Sat back and waited for my turn.
Couple of reaction i saw those people who were before me.
Im more tensed cause only 45.3% of the Sec 5 NA passed 5 O level.
When it was nearly my turn, Ma'am Neo was there.
Wow, thanks to her im more comfortable.
She accompanied me to get my results.
Alhamdullillah, I passed!!!! ^.^
17 points excluding CCA, 14 points including CCA.
WHEEE!!!!!

Called my mom and aunt straight.
I feel great to make them proud.
At the same time, i sympathized my friends.
Hey guys, don't be disheartened or something. Continue to work hard, i'm sure you will still be able to pursue your dreams.

Went back home, showed my result slips to my family and they were all so excited.
My mom took 2 days off, LOL. And celebrated my success.
She spent a lot i can say. hah.
THANKS MOM!!!
For once i felt different.

Yesterday was a blast!
Dyinie came to my place. I called him also to celebrate together for our success.
At least we were able to share our happiness together, right dear cousin? :P
Went SAFRA and played Bowling.
Then, ate dinner at Sempang Bedok. =D
My another cousin, Taufiq, was also there to support us.
Pity him, last year he celebrated alone when he got his results.
But! Its ok, we had fun yesterday!
Went back home late, and its worst for Dyinie cause he had to travel all the way to Jurong.
It was really a memorable event. Really.
I thank god for giving me such happiness.

Now, i have to crack my brains and choose the right courses carefully.
12 options!! Its A LOT!!!!!!!!!
START CRACKING!
And, to all my friends;
Good luck in choosing your courses and hope you guys make it through!

2010-01-10T13:56:00.005+08:00

Been so busy this whole week. Day by day, i couldn't just sit for a moment.
Weekdays ive been working and went to school straight.
Some just told me off it was just a waste of time to go there.
What the hell sia? You know nothing so stop commenting!
I had to make some sacrifices.
I was happy to be there. Get it?!

CCA Orientation in SPF, i guess it had been a long time isn't it?
Did the usual, bla bla bla.
It was worth it.
Seeing the new Secondary One students really made me recalled those time.
I felt that it was just a moment ago when im still in that school.
How time flies.
Dania was able to wear no.1. Rukhsana was still as cheeky.
I had such great time till i forget that i am no longer there.
Sometimes i wasnt able to realise.

Next, i thought i could just chill at home on Saturday. I can't.
From morning till midnight. Outside and just outside.
Hah, what a day.
I tried to find time to go to the Poly open house.
I managed to get one slot and at least i can know what i wanna do in future.
After a long ride in 72 to and fro, i had to rush to get ready for another event.
Its been so LONG since i wore a School Uniform.
Wow, its like 2 months?
Mei Ling called me up while i was enjoying my lunch.
She thought that i forgetten all about it.
It was only 4+. Last registration is at 5.15pm. I still can chill myself around. LOL.
After the ceremony ended, we had great reception. =)
I must say that the Eclair was super duper mouth watering.

Ate and enjoy the taste, snap shots here and there and back home.

As soon as i reached home, change clothes and went off.
Omg, yesterday ive been rushing here and there, changed lots of clothing and went out.
I couldnt even rest for a second!

Today? I thought i could just hang my feets. Again i was wrong.
Going out later. Sigh, what a week!
I miss staying at home. LOL!

Tomorrow results!!!!!
I'm scared... =(
Good luck to those who are taking tomorrow.
For sure,
The beats of my heart began thumpish vigorously.

2010-01-04T20:25:00.004+08:00

YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN!

Im tired... :( but its a good thing.
Money keeps coming in. bluehh

Anyway......
This ADIDAS shoe really caught my eye.
I want to get that as soon as i got my pay. =P
At least I'm able to get a staff discount and also minus off the tax. So cheaper. ^^
Been aiming for things already. LOL.

Work has been so tiring also. But with great colleagues, they just kill your boredom.
But, Franz leaving us soon. :( Sad siaa..
I hope he will visit us one day.. Hee.
We talked and joke a lot instead of working. haha.
The place so quiet and calm since school opens today.

Oh yes. There was this Pilot, a white guy and HANDSOME GUY, i must say.
He just came back from Brunei. WOOO! haha
And, and.. he knows how to speak malay!! Amazing right?!!!!
So nice to see handsome guys. hahaha.
Naah.. I also got better taste. =P

Apart from that, i'm feeling so happy today.
Im not sure why but i am.
Heh, i hope im okay. LOL.
Watever it is, im glad. =)

Oh yes, I'm sorry guys. I dont think i can make it for the Poly Open house.
I'm busy this whole week.
I try to find time alright?
I think the only day im available is Saturday morning.
IF i can make it...
Sorry guys!

I'm on merry-go-round,
going around,
driving me crazy.

2010-01-02T14:07:00.002+08:00

I've yet to know what is my New Year's RESOLUTION!!!!!

Second day of January.
OMG! It's so fast!! =(
Results coming soon.. bla bla bla..

Ok, some funny things happened yesterday at work.
Yesterday was super busy. New Year mah...
There's this chinese woman talked to me in mandarin.
She talked as if she knew me siaa..
I waited for her to finish her long conversation.
Then, i said: Sorry, i don't understand.
Her face like paisey already. LOL!
Somehow she's trying hard to speak English to me.
But i understand a bit.
Basically, she said that she knew someone who look exactly like me.
And she said im her TWINS!!!
LAUGHING OUT LOUD SIA!!!!
Wow, i have a twin sister. =P
It was so hilarious that point of time. haha.
There are actually people who look similiar.

I wonder what will happen today at work.
Gonna get ready soon... :)
And, and. i hope good things will happened again. =D

2009-12-31T00:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK!!! =)

Thank you so much for everything that you've given me.
I didn't treat you as a maid, instead i treat you more like my family, a sister.
You treated me so well.
I know being away from your family really hurts you.
But, you're strong! heh
It has been three years that you're with us.
I don't know what am i going to do if one day you leave us.
Anyway, Happy Birthday again kak.
Semoga Allah panjangkan umur dan murahkan rezeki kakak. =)

Wokay, today had quite a long day.
Went to NCC meeting and helped for the orientation.
Wohoo. Its coming.
I pity Ma'am Seri cause she's alone and she's been stressing up.
I'll try to make slot to help out.
And so anyway, after NCC, went straight to Bugis.
LOL.
Shopped a bit with Mom, and back home.
I wanted to go back early cause wanted to watch IRIS. ^^

Tomorrow will be a brand new year. 2010.
2009 has been a short year and too many incidents happened.
One after another.
I just don't get it.
Is this a challenge for me while im having my major exams?
Or is this a test for me?
Or is this what a 17 year old girl will be facing?
I guess that it was all fated.
God had put my life of 2009 to be like that.
I can't do anything but just to accept it.
I hope, 2010 will be better.

I don't know what to say already.
I hope to sort out my feelings soon.
I don't want to hurt myself again.
Damn!

2009-12-28T13:16:00.005+08:00

135th post!!!! -.-

I'm super duper sleepy right now.
And, someone asks me to update my blog.
So here it is..

Started off with yesterday.
Still proceeded on to go to JB.
Set off around 4.45pm.
Rent off the car and they all went along.

Bought the necessary things at Giant and then... DINNER!
Dinner was hmm.. i don't know how to describe it.
Ate seafood. yummy.
And, and...
The Tom Yum soup was marvellous!!!!
I like it very much.
It's so spicy and yummy.
There were crabs, shells, clams inside it.
Its rare to see those inside a tom yum soup.
The stingray was nicely barbequed. =D

Back home was the worse.
As per normal, its sunday and the causeway was full with cars.
DAMN!
Waited around 1 and a half hour to reach to Woodlands checkpoint.
Reached home at 1.30am.
Slept at around 3am.
Im still sleepy, i woke at 10.30am.

Maybe today going to JB again!!!!
WTH?!
Im still feeling so sleepy and tired.
But depends how.
Hopefully we wont go today.. =(

Let's see what im going to do for today.
Rot, out, sleep, or just rot?
=)

To Nursyafiqah,
I'm sorry i wasn't able to reply your message last evening.
And, here am i updating blog for you.
See, im giving you the credits. =P
I'm glad that you're happy about yesterday.
Sorry i wasn't able to share your happiness with you.
And yes,
LETS MEET UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^

2009-12-26T22:45:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling super damn full.

Went out again today.
This time we went out later, was raining the whole day.
So, waited for the rain to stop and off we go.
Went to Simei. Sis wanted to do most of the shopping.
Ate our dinner at Eatzi Steakhouse and Bistro.
It was my first time eating in that restaurant and eating steak. =)

Seriously, it was heaven!
Especially with 'Well Done' steaks.
The food was nice.
The price was also nice!!!!
4 person, bill was near to $100. (WOW!)

Aunt said tomorrow we might be going to Johore Bahru.
WOAHHHH!!!
I hope we are gonna shop again. haha!
I wanna shop til i drop, again. -.-
So anyway. If tmr going there, woah.
Gonna eat again.
Again, again!! Like teletubbies sia.. -.-
Damn! WTH?!
But its ok.
Enjoy while i still can.

Last night i dreamt of something.
I really hope my dream will come true.
PLEASE!!!!
*Sigh*

2009-12-25T23:28:00.004+08:00

My feet feel like dropping off. And my sole hurts. =(

Wokay. Lets see.
It's Christmas everyone!!!! =D
And so, while i was enjoying my sleep earlier today, my sis woke me up.
It was 9am and i was still enjoying my sleep!!!!
Well, what can i say. I slept at 2.50am last night.
And so.
My sis woke me up just to ask me if i wanted to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2.
I was like... 'Eerrr! What...??'
I was still half awake though. -.-
When she repeated twice then i was like, 'HUH!? WHEN?!'
Total amazed when my sis said today, in the morning. HAHA!
So yeah. Went out at 10am.
Proceeded to the Cathay. We watched it there.
SUPER FUN SIAAAA...!!!!
My aunt and aunt's maid keep wondering why me & my sis wanted to watch there.
The reason why is that.....
1. There's a plushie which you can get and its only available there.
2. The place is at town area so after that can shop.
3. I bought the tumbler!!! =) Nice.
And, and. I like the movie. 3.5 stars for me. =D

After catching a movie, we walked around Orchard Road.
Cathay - 313 - Centrepoint - Orchard Central - Cuppage - Ion Orchard - Far East Plaza - DFS Galleria.
Super tired! But it was FUN - tastic!
We had our so called breakfast & lunch at Orchard Central.
We ate at this restaurant, 'Garuda Padang Cuisine'.
It serves Indonesian and traditional malay food.
It was alright. I give 3 stars for the place and food.

At Cuppage, my sis got herself a new phone!!!!
OMG! And it is IPHONE!!!!!!!
I was like WTF?!
But, my sis said maybe she will get me a Blackberry phone. ^.^

Ion; planned to visit my cuzzie who is working.
He was also waiting for his O level results and got a job there.
So, went to Levi's and searched for him.
In the end, he wasn't there. =(
But! We still went on shopping.
My sis and i bought something from there.
Spent a lot, i can say.

Then, Far East Plaza.
Had our dinner at Ramen Ten. (yummy!!!)
I ate the Tom Yum Chicken Cutlet.
(Seriously i recommend u guys to eat that. Two thumbs up from me)
And some sushi. xD

Lastly, DFS Galleria.
Bought some Perfumes and my sis got herself a GUESS bag.
Woah. Super damn nice!

Wokay. Today spent A LOT of $$$$$!
Sadly, i have yet to receive my pay. =(
But still i got something in return. haha.
Thanks sis & aunt for today.
I think tomorrow they want to go out again.
Shop again!!!!
I have to rest myself and especially my feet. LOL.

Oh yes,
Merry Christmas to all of you!!

I GOT A BEN 10 TUMBLER FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! ^.^