♥Mirage.

.`♥Monday, August 31, 2009♥

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had Teachers' Day celebration today.
it was quite pathetic though, no performance compared to last year's.
started off with prize giving in the morning..
followed by at the hall.
need to witness the sec 3s received I/C. -.-
wats so solemn about the ceremony?

anyway, was touched by the teachers' speech that was broadcasted at the projector.
thanks Mdm Zaleela & Mdm Zulaiha for being with us for 3 years straight!!
Thank you for tolerating with us, and despite all the scoldings u gave, it was just to motivate us to move on. This is the last celebration with both of you though. Im gonna miss you lots and will treasure those time and would not forget the teachers like the both of you! :D

proceeded to class. had the decorations.
then, Mdm Zaleela & Mdm Zulaiha came to class. We had this 'WARM' welcome

to welcome them, hah. hilarious though. its like a 'bride & groom' thingy where ppl are lined up in straight line. Oh yes, we got this dedication to both of them. haha.
hilarious, the songs, gosh. haha. oldies. and mdm zaleela laugh upon hearing it.
Despite of them being old, they do have their childish part.
overall, all of us enjoyed it very much and sadly, its the last year of Teachers' Day celebration in Springfield. ):

then, went home with Amirah, Mira & Sheila.
sent Amirah off, i waited for Mira and we got back home together.
not really go back, coz i nid to go Singapore Post Office at the CPF building.
so yea, Mira tag along. it was fun though.
talked a lot, pity her, she might be thirsty for talking a lot. haha.
den, walked back home together. walked under the mrt track.
not going back straight, sat at a void deck near my house.
so yea, thats where all the fun began.
talked a lot, laugh a lot, smile a lot. really indescribable.
it was really a joy just now.
thanks Mira, for making me happy. :D
sat from 11.30-12.45pm.
then, went back home.

strange, the Rehabilitation ppl called me saying that i have an appointment today.
but i thought i had appointment in SGH ardy?
oh well, perhaps im going later.
gosh! it sux. the treatment sux!!! coz it hurts a lot!!!! ):
but, i dont think im going. heh.
oh well, till then.

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.`♥Sunday, August 30, 2009♥

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got back home late last nite.

reached home ard 1230am. slept at abt 1 plus. cant sleep.

anyway, the celebration was a blast.

together with my other cousins, laughters and happiness were shared.

its not always that i get to meet them.

there were spread of food, cakes and tarts. wow.

after had great conversations with aunties and uncles,

things had made me realised.

perhaps the fate was set for last night.

after what ive been feeling,

i thanked yesterday for what had happened.

i am seriously so tired of everything.

the events keep happening 1 after another.

i wondered why though. is this a test for me?

its so depressing. it will just keep on hurting me.

but, i will take those words a deep thought.

i hope so. needs courage though.

not gonna dwell on it.

just gonna see how it turns out to be.

not studying, again.

no 'appetite' to study.

Sigh.

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.`♥Saturday, August 29, 2009♥

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wow. nice weather in the morning. able to sleep and woke up late. :P

gave my cat a shower. whoo. he smells nice now. heh

den, bring him down to make him dry.

den, got this 'mat salleh' couple saw my handsome KC,

they: is this an export cat?

me: oh no, its local.

they: seriously? wow. i thought this cat was exported.

(me smiling)

they: such a nice cat u got. in london, there's a cat similar like urs.

me: oh wow. really? i didnt noe. u flattered me. thanks.

they: take good care of ur cat. dont let it go missing!

me: oh yes, of course. thank u though.

hmm, gonna break fast at uncle's house later.

gonna go bishan. whooo..

celebrating my sis birthday again. -.-

this time with other my cousins.

maklumlah.. dekatkan siratulrahim.

gonna go back late today.

aite, gonna get ready now!

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.`♥Friday, August 28, 2009♥

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HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTER!

AND TO MY CAT, JUNIOR, 2nd BIRTHDAY!

wow, 24 ardy sia peep. sooo old!! :P
*ok, i call my sister peep. i dun call her 'kakak' neither i like it nor her.
Semoga Tuhan panjangkan umur dan murahkan rezeki.
Semoga Tuhan sentiasa melindungimu.
my cat was born at this date last 2 years, at 8pm. hah!
saw the whole process.

ok, had the History paper and Malay Paper 1 just now.
History? i didnt study for war in europe, lucky came out for SBQ.
last minute study Stalin before exam starts.
came out for SEQ. i was like.. thank god!!
as for Malay paper 1? no comments.
i cant think of any good plots for my compo.
i just did it anyhow. 2 months didnt do malay. imagine.

did art prep work just now. so yea, spent most of the time in art room.
i didnt spend much time in ncc training,
spent time in art room with Miss Ida. hee.
thanks to her, im able to do some of my prep work. (:
had some conversation.
it really had made me think a lot.
i will try my best.

after doing, went to training.
met et! haha.
sat at ncc room for quite some time.
listened to et's stories. hah!
what a joke.

went home late for break fast, went out the school late.
aunt cooked chicken rice. yummy.
then, celebrated sis birthday. hee.
till then.

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.`♥Thursday, August 27, 2009♥

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tired. woke up at 3am juz now. today's paper involves a lot of writing. Social Studies, Chemistry. ss was hard. the sources in sbq was fine. but the questions were tricky. Chemistry? well, i spent quite some time to study. the paper was alright, but i did forget most of the stuffs. perhaps been stuffing alot before that.

tomorrow will be history and malay paper 1. again, involves a lot of writing. -.- gosh, taking the malay paper again really upset me. i thought i can do well for malay, as i depended a lot for malay. but, *sigh*. its over anyway. tomorrow will be finishing school as per normal. just that we end later. i have to do my art tomorrow! i need to finish it. submission day, i guess..

i must study history. 3 chapters i dont understand. basically this year's topic.
gosh. its tiring though.
i began to think, worry and ponder.
i began to wonder why i came.

it may be far, it may be close. whichever it is, it will be the same. i sense that although it happened, there are still distance among us. i wonder why.

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.`♥Wednesday, August 26, 2009♥

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wokay, at last im able to update blog.

wanted to update yesterday night. but blogger corrupted. -.-''

came back late yesterday.

my whole family went to JB. so im the only one left.

if not, i break fast alone.

but nazmi offered to accompany me. so yea.

not only him, zarifah and rukhsana joined in too.

thanks u guys!! :D

anw, i helped nazmi with his D&T at art room.

painted his dustbin. also, zarifah helped too. haha.

it was fun though, played with the paint. bla bla bla.

cute thing happened. zarifah accidentally dropped the paint.

her hand all got painted. haha

and, we had paint fighting. :P

also, did lots of crazy stuffs in class during recess.

1. took picture, informal and formal.

2. made a hilarious video.

3. lots of people watched when we were shooting. haha

covered our specs with funny stuffs.

omg. it was fun though.

Farhan, Inka, Irwan, Ismael, Nazmi and me.

malay students of 5A got nothing better to do.

den, during maths period, we got 2 periods.

i spent my maths period doing things that are not beneficial.

inka suddenly asked: eh, linda. wan take pictures?

me: now?

inka: ya. use ur phone.

me: oh, ok.

took pictures and had some 'props' with us.

inka cut the paper with a moustache shape and yea.

here are the pictures that happened yesterday.

more in fb..

anyway, had the first prelim paper today.

English, it was hard!!!!

im surprised that im unable to finish paper 1.

i missed some of the points for section 2!! omg.

i better not do this for O levels.

tmr is Social Studies and Chemistry.

gosh.

need a lot of memorising work.

gonna study later.

till then.

i felt so contented about yesterday. thank you so much.

although i was quite surprised and still cant believe it happened,

i am thankful to you for making my day.

i hope you mean it and i really want the old times.

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.`♥Monday, August 24, 2009♥

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i miss school alot, i guess.
oh well, went through science mock test papers. some i did passed.
yes! finally, at least ive not been failing although i am.

4 periods of art? didnt do anything! AGAIN!
wth? submission date is near. haish.
just now had the first mother tongue class after 2 months.
i felt so awkward. and study malay again, is like.. so upset.

after school had SP. Science.
after that, went back home with Amirah, Mira, Rukhsana and Farhan.
3rd day of ramadhan, 1st day to fast during school time.
went back with Mira, took bus together.
reached my bustop, guess who i saw?!
i saw............
NFA!! HAHAHAHAHA.
sat down with tasya at the bustop... (romantic rite?) :P
quite long though.
went back home, prayed den just nice to break fast.

*Sigh*
its not what you think it was. its otherwise.
dont be mistaken.
What we seek is some kind of compensation for what we put up with.

bye.

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.`♥Sunday, August 23, 2009♥

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im confused on couple of things.
im not sure if it is right or wrong.
to be able to have a significant treat to you is easy.
but i have to draw the line to others.
suddenly i felt that this has bother me.

i want to make things clear. but how?
confessing something needs a lot of courage.
it also needs some understanding.
i cant just simply let it out and you being so cold.

i wish to be it another way.
it simply means something.
dont be.
i cant get a replacement.
i am not able to replace you.
im not able to convince myself.

why is it drenched when there are droughts?
i wish you could soporate me as i cant sleep thinking of you.

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.`♥Saturday, August 22, 2009♥

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whoo!! hello ramadhan! heh.

woke up sahur juz now at 4am. whoo. was excited about it.
i slept early yesterday night. i was extremely feeling tired.
oh yes. to nazmi;
im sorry i didnt pick up 2 of ur calls. and didnt reply ur message. :((
after sahur, prayed subuh.
wow. the feeling is so extreme.

anyway, i spent my whole day studying. my heart felt so ease to study today.
at least im starting and i covered 4 chapters of chemistry today.
studied with tasya juz now. yay! she took my soul today. :D
studied at airport T3, McDonalds.
had to resist my temptations. was fasting! rmbr?
spent 6 hours out. and got back for break fast late. -.-
it was ardy time to break fast n im still otw home.
am going to study again tomorrow.
i must study! i cant bear to slack anymore.
Prelims is this week. O levels 8 more weeks to go.
8 MORE WEEKS!! can u imagine??!
2 more months to go.. oh dear. its juz happening so fast. :(

oh well, gtg now. till then peeps.
happy fasting.

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.`♥Friday, August 21, 2009♥

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today was extremely fast.
didnt realise that 3 periods of English was not long.
perhaps i was enjoying myself talking to inka and nazmi. ;)
and was just keeping myself occupied.

today had the English O level oral.
straight after school, inka and i slacked a lot.
went to and fro twice from school to OCK.
then, went to training and saw how was it.
while watching, Mdm Zaleela called my handphone.
asking if i wanted an oral practice with her before the actual one.
i agreed, brought inka along.
i was shocked though that she called me. heh.
the session ended fast as we have to report.
inka and i were in a hurry. salam et and ran towards the ncc room.
got ready and put our ties on. and drank some cool water.
amazing thing was, it rained.
when i had the O level MT oral, it was raining too.
and today, the English oral, it rained also.
wow, i belive it has a meaning behind it.
anyway, oral was ok just now. i guess..
the invigilator prompt me 3 questions in total.
i was like, 'huh? dat fast? only 3 questions?'
i imagined the invigilators face was someone else.
and i could merrily talked and answered those questions.

*Sigh*. things happening these days really makes me think of something.
i cant get away with it.
like what tasya said, i cant stop what im feeling.
when i start to think, it will last for long.
am not able to get rid of it.
am not able to not think about it.
am not able to stop thinking about it.
am not able to control myself.

Anyway, i just want to get this chance to say,
HAPPY FASTING MONTH TO ALL MY FRIENDS!
as the holy month reached, i hope we would accomplish this mission.
also, to be able to do good deeds to wash away our sins.
i want to appologise to all. in case i did wrong to all,
sincerely from my heart, i am sorry.
lets not dwell on the past. and be better for the future.
let us start anew even before the new year.

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.`♥Thursday, August 20, 2009♥

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People in the school and level are making a big fuss about the results for the Mother Tongue. omg. this really bugging me and inka. *Sigh*. this really had become so paranoid siaa.. of course im also shocked about my results. but what to do..? ive put my best effort!!

anyway, had the Chemistry mock test about organic chemistry in the morning. first 2 periods. it was alrite though, hopefully i pass. i spent the whole night studying about that. so yea. i wanna pass. at least. coz ive been failing my mock tests. after that? had 3 periods of maths. oh well. i simply cant concentrate just now. i was so restless. doing maths while hearing music as well as messaging tasya, was really multi tasking. but still, i was feeling so restless. i simply dont understand why.
nazmi didnt come to school today. ))): get well soon nazmi!
tomorrow having english for 3 periods. i have oral practice with mdm zaleela tmr. oh well, can say dat i was part of the 'chosen one'. speaking of oral? omg!! im scared. tmr is my oral!!! darn. im scared. and the worst thing is dat i will be the first on the list!!!! ggrr!!! wish me luck ppl. heh.

sad thing was my handphone battery was low.. -.-
i was unable to msg nor call!!!!! =.='''''''
funny thing was i leave school early. super early. by 3pm, im out.
i met NFA!! heh. at last. after so mannyyyy days!!
felt so happy to meet tasya juz now.
as per normal. we confided to each other. telling each other stories.
she's my psychologists. fit to be a psychology. heh.
so many things happened for just 2 weeks dat passed.
i was amazed by some people's attitude.
some are just so surprising. hey tasya. calm down.
and yea, i was amazed by what ive shared too. heh. (;
oh well, i hope to give my soul to tasya on saturday.
tasya, take me away. :D

perhaps gonna sleep late tonight. going to talk to nazmi on the phone. ;)

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.`♥Wednesday, August 19, 2009♥

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gosh. what happened?? i thought it was done?
anyway, had Physics Mock test early this morning.
40 qns MCQ. i was able to finish it within 45mins. spent the rest of 15mins sleeping. nice weather though.
then, had art period. again, wasted the time. mr siva asked to go to digital artroom see him draw. -_-''
after art? the release of the results!!! i was looking forward to it though.
but the results was disappointing. i wondered, why my grades went down? i thought i did better.
i thought i put in a lot of effort and determination? what actually happened??
the day before the paper? i was feeling alrite though.. i guess.
LC brings me down? but till dat bad?! omg. i seriously cant understand why it went down.
i was so disappointed though. but lucky i got my last year's result to pull myself back.
anyway, Congrats to those who made it.

Had a great conversation yesterday night with nazmi. talked for about 1 hour plus on the phone with him.
fun conversation, had serious thoughts, talked about our past times. gosh.
thank you Nazmi for making my night. ;)

English oral is coming. so as prelims. after prelims, no more school for me.
i seriously gonna miss the times. i want like the old times.
time is precious for me though. but i really want the old times. i miss u.
i want the old times.....

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.`♥Tuesday, August 18, 2009♥

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DPA results are out!!!!!!

soooo sad mine wasnt successful. D:
but, i wanna say,
CONGRATULATIONS INKA!! YOU GOT IT!!!! ;)
at least u have a place in poly. heee.
well, i will strive harder now for my o levels.

anyway, i went out of school at 1.15pm juz now.
mdm zaleela signed the leaving school early during recess.
so save the hussle of finding her.

to show this at the security post.

the sun was scorching hot in the afternoon.
wow. so hot dat i could see the mirage so clear.
went to the appointment today. this time i got a new doctor.
my last visit doctor had h1n1. pity her...

an American doctor. the English was soooo. WOW!
anywho, the doctor informed me dat i have to go to the Hospital straight.
for the treatment. and its at the Singapore General Hospital!!
its so farrrr away, and im schooling... and i got split seconds to think.
so the doctor decided to give me a note for polyclinic doctor to get me a referral note.
that case will be cheaper.
and yea, this 2nd treatment is WORSE than the first one.
this hurts a lot!!!!!!!!!!
the doctor had fun with the blade til lotsa blood came out.
gosh. and indeed, she put Silver Nitrate again.
its so painful!!! this one i cant take it wats more the hospital's treatment.
i heard the doctor said dat the hospital's treatment stings a lot than this.
i was like, OMG!! HELP ME!!! =((((
the doctor juz adviced to eat panadol when i got back home.
the pain still there. it sucks. its so painful!

tomorrow will be the release of results of O level Mother Tongue.
i hope my results will improve. hopefully.
all the best to all dat is receiving tmr!! ;)

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.`♥Monday, August 17, 2009♥

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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY RUKHSANA!!!!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE!!

wokay. finally im back to school. heh.
at last im able to meet my friends! get back in class. seeing those teachers.
had 5 periods of art juz now. didnt do a single art work.
helped mr.siva all the way at the digital artroom.
'the selected ones'. hah! others who wanted to go in,
will be asked to leave the room. lol. pity mira, she was one.
anway, me and amirah had some conversation in the digital artroom.
also, while talking, we get our work done. heh.
den, a lot of things happened.

yes, i have to do my mock test juz now.
first it was chemistry, during PC lesson, dragged til 2.45pm.
den, ard 3.10pm met mrs lee and she gave me Physics.
did the mock test in front of G.O.
omg, the paper was soooo HARD!
i got mira and amirah to accompany me. heh.
gonna do the chemistry again soon.

tomorrow will be my appointment day again.
gonna leave school at about 1.10pm.
haish.. it sux! it hurts siaaa...
after tomorrow, need to have slippers again -.-''
oh well, till then.

thank you so much today. i appriciate it.

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.`♥Sunday, August 16, 2009♥

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Hi to all.
It's Sunday already. It happened so fast. Felt that it was juz the beginning.
I felt better now but low appetite. Its just that this flu and cough been bugging me.
My medicine is finishing, and im not recovering. Although it is, but its so slow.
Anywho, i felt that i had spent my 1 week not doing any beneficial things.
I didnt study, didnt revise, didnt do homework. Oh my God, what am i thinking?
Prelims will be in a week time. O level English oral is this week, how can i be so free?
Perhaps im giving myself some leisure. But isnt it too much?? 1 week, 8 days to be exact.

Oh dear. I miss my friends so much. I really misses them. And i miss this particular person much.
I wonder if they miss me too. heh.
Last week went to school only for a day. Then, became sick. -.-
I missed A LOT of things!! I really ~~have to~~ need to catch up. I hope my peers will help yeah. (;
I need to be prepared by the 3 mock tests that ive missed.
I heard this week is the release of results for the O level Mother Tongue Mid Year Paper.
But im not sure which date though. I hope to get at least an improvement from my previous trial.

Also, i missed yesterday's meeting with NFA.
IM SORRY TASYA. AND THANK YOU!!
I LOVE U TOO!!!!!!!!!!! (:
Supposedly i have to teach her Physics, Electricity. She msged me on Tuesday morning.
She needed help about Circuit, Current.
When i read that message, i was stunned by it. This made me recalled something.
It really made me feel upset. Although i do not want to, but i cant help it.

Sigh, hope for the better.
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.`♥Thursday, August 13, 2009♥

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argh!! hate to be sick.
went to the CGH on tuesday afternoon.
took abt 2 hours to wait for the doctor.
gosh. it sux sia..
doc said: ur blood pressure is high. are u so stressed up?
me: uh?? err. not sure.
doc: ur fever can be high. lemme giv u 3 days of MC.
and, u shud get enough rest and calm urself down.
me: huh? really? 3 days? but can i go to sch on friday?
doc: only if u have no fever.

so, yesterday, mom took temperature for me.
it was 40.4 degree celsius!!!
omg!!!! my first time having dat high.
i missed 3 mock test! haish.
it sux. i have no appetite.
i cant swallow anything and bring it down.
i will juz vomit all back out and it sux. really.
i wan get well soon!!
its so awful. suffering! ):

today my fever has subsidised.
temperature decreased.
but still i cant afford to eat anything.
stomach is empty and im feeling so weak.
i wan go Temasek Polytechnic tmr!!
but, depends on my condition
haish..

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.`♥Tuesday, August 11, 2009♥

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wore slippers to sch juz now. gosh. its juz sux.
am going to use it again tmr.
this time i remove the dressing. its time. hee
supposedly friday is my next appointment.
but am going to change it soon.
last minute, mr tan said there will be a maths seminar for my class. -.-
wtf? its juz 5A and 4J.
it will be held at Temasek Polytechnic Engineering School. whhoo. heh heh

sch was ok juz now.
juz dat during maths period, suddenly i felt sick.
running nose, and cough. omg! why?!
after school before SP, felt the same.
lucky inka got running nose medicine. i took it.
den, no SP. i decided to go home. feeling so weak
oh dear. i dun wan to be sick again.
been going thru enough. please.
dont rub into it.

i simply cant get myself occupied.
been thinking a lot lately.
is this why im sick?? am i sick because of this?!
god knows.
im scared to be sick now.
i`ll be reminded of couple of things which could make me think deeper,
and feel sad about it.

took temperature juz now.
37.9 Degree Celcius.
shud be im sick due to fatigue and thinking a lot.
let this be over. please.
few months left for me.
im not asking too much, am i??

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.`♥Monday, August 10, 2009♥

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hey monday!!
long weekend ending soon. ):
oh well, my foot is healing. ok. unsure tmr wearing slippers or shoes.
and, i no nid use crutches anymore!! haha.
but i walk slowly
i wan play P.E!!!!!!!
i think tmr's is the last P.E
oh well, this week gonna be busy as usual.
haish. gonna hold on to it till its done.

uzzma is here. eversince saturday. heh
did a lot of story telling. hah.
but, it made me think back abt a situation. haish.
she's going back today... ):
oh well, at least we've spent good times together. hee

oh yes!!! 1 amazing thing happened this morning.
i was eating my breakfast in the kitchen. den, uzzma said,
'linda, look! got smoke!!'.
me: huh where??
uzzma: there, opposite block, the rooftop.
me: oh on top of hafiz house?!
(us making it a big issue)
aunt: ar, call 995. quick
me: do we have to?? wat if its a false alarm?
aunt: juz call.
sis: i think our neighbours had called.
me: wow. i nvr called 995 or 999 before. haha
me, uzzma and aunty's maid nid go NTUC to buy things to cook today.
(special mahhh. ppl visiting. heh)
den, when we got down, saw this SCDF guys.
fuhhh handsome beb! haha.
indeed my neighbours had called the SCDF.
uzzma is in the NCDCC. so, she's always able to get to see those hot guys. hah
we saw them in action though. heh.
wow. friday was once, today is twice.
haha. the SCDF came to our house. to ask for statement.
able to see in closer view. hahahah!!!
it was the cable wire of the lift dat got into fire.
also, it was raining wat, so muz hav caught a fire due to the lightning.
the SCDF guys are cool!!! heh heh.

waiting time to past now. heh.
ppl visiting me soon. felt so touched though.
but... if only......
nvm. sometimes i juz hav to hold on.
till then!!

i am willing to wait.

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.`♥Friday, August 7, 2009♥

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wokay. got back home early today.

criously so tired of everything.

reached home ard 11am.

den, slack at home wif my cats.

felt so sleepy and i fell asleep.

woke up at 1.40pm.

i can barely open my eyes.

forced myself. i nid to get ready.

appointment was at 3.

reached the place at abt 3.01pm.

so, waited for the doctor to call.

was quite long though.

den, when i was in the treatment room,

my first impression of the doctor was ok. hah

lucky she wasnt so fierce. heh.

the doctor gave some advices.

and, the worst thing was dat;

'if this treatment doesnt heal, u will have to go to the hospital'.

i was like?!! omg!

me: is it dat bad doctor?

doc: erm, for now i cant guarantee u. but its quite bad.

(me looking stunned)

doc: how long has this been?

me: ard 3 years.

doc: did u go swimming often?

me: no, its juz dat i went for kayaking as my CCA involves it.

doc: oh! no wonder. 3 years is long!

den, when the doctor proceeded with the treatment on my toe,

the fire alarm rang. -.-'

why of all timing, it was back then?!

ggrr. doc n me pissed off.

the doc quickly put a dressing on my toe and we evacuted the building.

the SCDF was having the fire drill. -.-

after all was settled, proceeded to the doctor's room again.

continued the treatment.

it hurts!!!!!!! and its really painful. ):

the doctor put Silver Nitrate, AgNO3.

heh. and both of us had great conversation on chemistry.

hah. i told her abt my chemistry practical.

dat involves silver nitrate, silver chloride and sodium hydroxide.

wow. she gave me tips too. heh

after all done, she told me i have to go back for the next 3 weeks.

gosh. this sux. coz i nid to bear it for another 3 weeks. haish

went home. and i can barely walk.

smemore with the dressing dat the doctor put it on me,

its hard for me to walk.

so i am the 'queen' at home now. hah

good and bad. haish.

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.`♥Thursday, August 6, 2009♥

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assembled at the netball court this morning -.-

it was so humid! only difference the sec 4s wasnt there.

so sat near the sec 3 classes.

had the maths paper 1. from 8.10-10.10

it was so 'simple' dat i could 'pass' with flying colours.

i will be the top scorer, from the bottom.

thanks to mei ling for the protractor.

lucky she have an extra.

and one of the qns nids a protractor. phew.

den, went recess early. but was feeling fcuked up.

haish. pissed off siaa.

lessons after recess was so bored.

especially ss. but, was a group work though.

me, inka, nazmi and irwan was the same group.

so, had a lot of fun. heh. disturbing irwan. :P

and inka harassing me, so i wont do the work. lol

but still managed it. juz dat we were not paying dat much attention.

tmr ndp celebration. hee.

long weekend coming! yayyy!!

met nfa, tasya, juz now.

she was sick though. :(

she had fever.

GET WELL SOON TASYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i wet to visit her, went to her home.

amazingly, despite being sick, she is still so energetic and nvr fail to make me smile.

with her lame but hilarious jokes, irritating but cute disturbance,

and, all her words really make me ponder.

thanks tasya for today!!

despite u being sick, u still willing to meet me.

PSYCHO ME TASYA!!! (:

AND, I LOVE U!!!!!!!!

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.`♥Wednesday, August 5, 2009♥

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oh dear. i am so tired today. i really am.
and, im not feeling quite well. :(
im very tired nowadays. its juz suck. a lot!
what a consecutive event.
one after another. is this a test for me?
if it does, why does it took a lot of my time?!
yes, patience is virtue. but it does have limits please.
dear god, please let me be strong. please. im changing for u god. please.

first 2 period of the day i wasted for it.
supposedly wanted to do art with inka. but we procrastinated it.
it was tiring though, like ive said. its tired.
somemore, today was the Maths Mock Exam, Paper 2.
oh my god! 2 and a half hours and its in the afternoon.
so restless. cant focused. not concentrating.
its juz SUCK! please.
finished at ard 5. went to art room.
had to get over it. had to hold on. *sigh*
accompanied inka do evaluation for her art.
and, thank you Miss Idah. we appriciate it much.
reached home about 6.45pm.
i put my bag aside, and juz sat on the sofa.
i dunno wats happening today. im feeling so weak.
somemore had this irritating headache!

i cant be sick. please god. help me.
tmr i have 3 mock exams. -.-
will be so tiring, even!
and, i dont noe when to change my appointment.
if not tomorrow, when?
im scared to see the Specialist.
im scared if its so serious. the feeling is not an easy one.

seriously, i dont noe what to say anymore.
tolerating, suffering, hurting.

how long more?

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.`♥Tuesday, August 4, 2009♥

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ggrr. had practical juz now.
i was in the shift 3, the best shift!! heh
why? coz we get to report late and after finishing, can go back straight. no need detained.
so, Physics practical?
it was 'ok' ar. no comments. at least it can be done.
juz dat there were some mistakes in it.
the range of the data. -.-
Chemistry??
dun ask. corrupted.
chem pract is always the difficult one :(
first qn? test for gases - hydrogen or oxygen.
normally for hydrogen, we can all noe w/o testing it.
why? bcoz the whole lab can hear if there were hydrogen presence.
well, i repeat the first qn thrice and still didnt manage to get it.
i skipped qn 2 as it involves qn 1 solution.

so, i did qn 3.
it was doable. hee
but unsure for the answers.
last section? i did anyhow. it was 3 marks though. ggrr!
a long answered qn. haish.

i need to see a specialist. :(
normally the matter is worst if i nid to see the specialist.
well, lets hope for the best of the best!
im tired. so tired.
i got something on my mind which ive made the decision up.
will try it.
and thanks to NFA for today.
meeting u today really put me at ease.
at least, im able to noe, decide, choose and think.
I LOVE U NFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.`♥Sunday, August 2, 2009♥

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managed to study today.
at least a bit is enough.
at least im starting!!

haish. tmr gonna hav a long day. :(
first 4 periods? art! -.-
after dat is MT, but free period, so take it as 5 periods of art.
miss ida is coming tmr!! yay!! heeheee

i realised dat im so forgetfull these days. haiyo!!!
mind is so occupied dat i didnt realise wat im doing.
been walking the long route home couple of times.
including, today.
walked the long route but, i forget to buy the card!!!
so, juz nw rest awhile at home den abt 7+ proceed to Tampines 1 and bought the card.
at the Adidas shop, the alarm censor rang when i entered.
i was like 'WTF?' wat did i do?
lol! i didnt do anything of course.
i went to the cashier and said, 'check my bags if u wan'.
the counter girl said its ok. hah. so i juz went out with the alarm on. hah.
it was hilarious till my sis cant stop laughing. heh.

at last, im able to call and msg ppl.
so everyone, u can msg and call me now. hee.
owite den, cant stay up too late.
bed and pillows awaits me.
nites ppl!

please dont push ourselves away. neither u nor me.
i mean wat ive said. hope u'll be able to feel my sincerity.

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whooo!!!!!!! NDP 09 Preview Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow. so random ~~today~~. yesterday.
supposedly, going to study with Farhan. confirmed to meet at 1400hrs.
but, he called me ard 12+ to ask whether i wan go ndp preview or not.
hah. got additional 2 tix.
so i went ar.
first time watching ndp at marina bay. lol.

the performance was great!
fireworks were fantastic!
parade was awesome!
and, the fun pack was nice. heh. like a 'crumpler' bag.
and, and..... I GOT THE ORANGE COLOUR!!!!!!! haha. :P

so, after the preview, went to eat with Farhan, Fiona and Fharon.
also to kill time by those crowd in MRT.
reached tampines ard 10+, den met sis n aunt at cheers.
wow. wat a coincidence. haha.
den, got to noe my cousins and aunt n uncle coming to my place.
i was like 'WTF????!!!'
planned to update blog and getting pictures by farhan. -.-
but, in the end? unsuccessful.
anyway, thanks to FIONA AND FHARON for inviting us both. ;)

ok, my sis n my aunt's maid is digging out the fun pack. so the jakon!!

feeling tired now.
unsure if later able to go wake up early or not.
i nid to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no, i MUST study!!!!!!!!!!!!
tuesday prelim practical. haish.
oh well, till then! :D nites ppl, or morning ppl!!!

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