Shit, I don't know why but I'm feeling the depressed mood.
It sucks.

Sighing and sighing all the time.

I realised that out of anger, I just shoot everything out without aiming.
Yes, I regret.
I wonder why am I so paranoid..
I've been going through this all the time and it has happened all this while..
But why I can't get a hold of myself?

I let my emotions control me too much.
Shit, what have I become?
I just don't know what to do and say.


I'm willing to listen.
Please tell me.
Say something to me.
I'll understand more.

Labels: Sigh.

Second semester has started.
Same old thing again..
Back to school.

First week was very draggyy.
Coping now for the second week.
Shit, all changed and so not used to it.

This time, the timetable is worst.
More morning classes.
Longer hours.
Tiring.
Plus, with 'that' as well.
I'm not enjoying it.



Somehow, I felt great cause I was able to make someone happy.
But, why do I feel upset?

Seriously, I don't know what to say.
I'm sick and tired.
Though you won't know that I know, you think it's alright.
I've known it all this while.

And today, I feel very angry and upset.
I felt so stupid.
Seriously, my heart is torn.
You just acted so lightly.
And,
Thank you for your lies.
I thought that it was really true.
But when I got another news, I realised that you lied to me.
I don't know if I should believe it or not.
But why do I feel that I can't believe it?
Now I know how it feels like.
Karma is hitting me back.
Where were you when I needed you the most??!

Make me understand.
Make me!

Labels: Lies.

HAPPY LEGALLY 18th BELLA HONEYYY!!!!!!!!
Finally 18!!!! Sigh, you made me wait for 9 months for this!!! -.-'
Hopefully you enjoyed what we did after past midnight!!



Exactly 12 hours ago, I just settled down and wanted to go to bed.
This is the story.
Story of us.
This outing has already been planned ever since long back time.
It was when Bella is getting closer to Alvin and Hanis.
Since she always came to my place to slack, they'll be there as well.
Anyway, yesterday I was actually very packed with stuffs.
That night, that someone kept calling me!
I was super busy that I could barely see my phone.
So, my last message to her was that to meet at 11pm at MRT station.
Indeed, I was late.
Not only me but also my sister, Alvin and Hanis.
Reached at around 11.20pm. Heh.
We made the 'superstar' of the day wait... :P


So, we managed to board the last train.
Headed to Clarke Quay.
We're going to CLUB!!!!!!
Club @ REBEL.
Like I've said, I had to wait for 9 months to enter.
During my birthday, almost all of my friends have yet to turn legal. -.-''
Ah.. The atmosphere was super awesome!!
Oh, it was Ladies' Night so the ladieezzz don't have to pay.
Only the guys. Hah!!
When I first entered the club, it was super shiok ah!
The music blasts out loud to your ear!
You can feel the vibration of it!
All the music there are fucking awesome!!!!
Bella and the guys wanted to drink.
So, they bought a jug of Vodka.

Though it was the Ladies' Night, there were still guyssss..
And, it's natural for me to wash my eyes. Hah!
I had the mood and already hyped up together with the guys.
I don't know whyyy that the birthday girl didn't have any.
We started to dance and I tried my best to make Bella dance!! Hah!
But, I kinda failed.
She needs to drink more to get high.
So, I accompanied her to go to next club beside, ZIRCA.
Just the two of us and I sense that she was getting hyped!
Back to the rest, I was amazed when she asked me to go to the dancefloor.
Okayyy~~ I went together with the guys!!! :D

At the dancefloor......
IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Danced with Alvin and Hanis..
Oh!! Bella grinded me first!! WOW!!!
The feeling was super great!!
And yeah, I was being grinded by my sister and my cousin. Hah.
Sadly my cousin only stayed with us till 2am.
Still, we moved on and rock the night!!!!!!!
Stayed up till the club close!


After that, we headed to sit somewhere and chat, chat chat.
Then when all gets tired, we headed home.
Reached home at around 5+am.
I slept at around 6.10am after my mom goes to work. Lol.


Great club with cool DJs and nice music!!
The guys said that there will be a next time for club!
Hope Bella enjoy what me, my sis, Alvin and Hanis planned.
My sis broke the virginity of the guys to go club! Hah!

It's great to stay at home the whole day today.
It has been 7 days straight that I go back the morning after,
sleep late, wake up in the afternoon.
Tiring.
But enjoying!
Hmm, when will be our next club night? :)

Labels: Club at Rebel.

I am so packed and soo busyyyy!!
Even when it's the holiday..

Let's start off from last week.
Since I've finished my attachment last week,
I felt so great cause I want to at least stay at home.
Which I couldn't.
Last week Saturday - went out.
Last Sunday - Went out, but this time, I was happy.
Cause I was able to make someone feel better and at least be there.

Monday & Tuesday, I thought I could stay at home.
But I couldn't. -.-

Wednesday,
Hah, that day was hilarious.
I went in and out of the house for 4 times!!
At noon, met up with Bella since she wanted to eat near my place before going to work.
Afternoon, met up with Julie.
She wanted to slack with me a while.
Evening, went out with Sis.
And I met Miss Huda again! Haha!
Night, met up with Hanis and Alvin since they wanted to slack!!
So, slacked till near to 4am in the morning.
Oh, I was being screened by the Police.
One of them was sooo hot!! :D


Thursday,
Again, I went out with sis.
To find clothes to wear.
So, can say that we were shopping.
That night, met up with the guys again.
And this time Terence was there. :)
And again, that thursday, which means Friday morning...
We were being screened by the Police again.
This time there was no hot officer.
Just one of the female officer, Hanis thinks she's hot. -.-''
So, we slacked till 5am.

Friday!!!
Met up with Hanis and Alvin at 2pm.
This time, we're going shopping at town!!!!
Wohooo!!!
First time, and yeah.
The guys wanna shop on what to wear for Saturday.
Alvin brought his girlfriend as well..
Then, that night we went to our Company since there was a meeting.
After meeting ended at around 11.30pm,
We proceeded to Alsalam to eat our dinner.
Or should we say supper..
Went back at around 2am.

Saturday!!!!
Agency Seminar!!!!
At Suntec City.
It was filled with US!
The whole lot!!
The feeling was super awesome.
And, Congrats to Tini!!!
Cheers nya!!

Seminar ended around 6pm.
Went back and took the MRT.
I swear the heels are killing me..!!!
The four of us went to Simei.
We decided to treat ourselves something nice.
We ate dinner at Han's River.
Buffet table BBQ.
We spent around 3 hours there.
Oh, I was totally bloated!!!

Sadly, my lil cuzzie, Uzzma, came to my place.
But I can't really entertain her.
I went back late again last night.
Reached back from Simei at around 10.30pm.
They wanted to go up to my place, since we wore formal.
So yeah.
When I went back, Uzzma was asleep. -.-'
In the end, the guys went back at 12am to bathe and slack again at 1am.
This time, Bella came to meet us as well.
We slacked under my void deck.
Discussed about something.. Hehe..
Then, Bella went back at 2+am.
We continued slacking till 4.45am.
Got back this morning, bathe and I dropped dead.

Sadly, I had to wake up at 10am. -.-''
Had to go market. -_-
In a way, I can entertain Uzzma as well..
This past four days, I've been going out the whole day,
Slacked till late at night and lack of sleep!!!!


Today is 10.10.10
I hope to rest today but I couldn't.
Later at night at around 10.30pm, we're gonna slack again.
Bet will be going back late again.

Labels: 10.10.10

WOOHOOO~~!!!!
3 weeks of attachment is over!!!
Finally!!!!

Wait, there's nothing to be so joyful about. -.-
Still, I had no raya...
I'm having back aches..
I miss the staffs there.
And, I miss the patients... :(


So far, it has been a memorable and a great experience.
My first posting and I learned a lot.
I am very grateful to get that kind of ward.
At first it was very challenging cause I'm very new.
As time goes, I get hang of it.
Fun ah, seriously.
I don't regret.
Oh wait, I think it's to soon for me to say that.

The celebration we had just now, was just mini.
To thank the staffs there.
And, our Clinical Instructor.
Before I end my shift, I thanked all the nurses that I worked with them before.
Lastly, I had the last visit to all my patients.
Kinda sad to leave.


Oh well, took some shots.
Julie.
A friend that I met there. :)


15 days.
Next posting, I bet it will be much more.

For now, I want to enjoy my holiday before next semester.

Labels: First Clinical Posting.

Respect me and i'll respect you, that makes the world a happier place

Don't SPAM! would appriciate it.

Linda.
31 January.
9 Teen.
Simple.
Second year student @ NYP.
:D
Home is not Forever.

SING - A - LONG!



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As for this time...

♥
Do well for First Semestrial Exams!!!
Attain GPA at least 3.0 for 2nd Sem Exam. Go Overseas
Laptop (?)
New bag
Grow taller!
Make full use of life.
New phone!
To get to know everyone better.
To become a better person.

What I love and hate, that will depends.

Afraah
Bella
Belle
Dania Syazana
Ezzati
Farhan
Hid
Hasheemah
Hamira
Hazirah
Hazimah
Inka
Joanne Ong
Khaliesah
Khaliesah cutie
Khairunnisa
Narissa
NAZ-MI
Nazmi
Liyana
Rahimah
Radhiah
Seri Zafirah
Shaheen
Springfield NCC SEA
Sulastrie
Syafiqah
Syazwani
Uzzma
Wen Jun
Zahira
Zafirah
Zarifah
Zakiyah

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