HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NAZMI!!!!!!
Thank you for everything so far, braderrr!! Hee.. (:



I'm actually very tired now.
Just updating for a reason.


Let's start of from today.
Very hectic.
Very busy.
There was no rest for me.
Running here and there, to and fro.
Today I went in more to the High D.
High D - High Dependency Unit.
It's like a second 'ICU' in the ward.
No students are allowed but I helped out.
Then at the normal place, very hectic.
Tiring. But good! Time passed so fast!!!!


Tuesday I received my results.
I was on morning shift.
Results were out at 8am.
Borrowed my friend's Iphone, and everyone checked.
I was kinda happy for my first result in my Poly life.
Didn't expect though but I was very grateful and happy.
And...
I GOT A FOR PSYCHOLOGY!!!!!!!
Woohooo~~~!!!!


Anyway, tomorrow will be the last day of my attachment.
3 weeks sure passed like that.
Gonna have a celebration to thank the staffs there.
And not forgetting, our Clinical Instructor. :)
I'm on afternoon shift tomorrow.
Shit!
No Friday night again!!!!

Labels: Z.

A thousand apology to my friends!!
I'm sorry that we can't go out for raya outing.
And, it has to be delayed because of me.
A lot of you guys are asking me.
All I have to say is;
Sorry, I have my attachment. :(
Since now you guys know when I'm available,
Try to make some adjustments.
Thank you!!!


I've survived for 2 weeks now!!!!!
I'm glad. Phew!
Everyday is special.
I'll try and absorb more things now.
Familiarize and try to perfect it.
Those skills that I've not done, I will do it at least once.
The other skills, I'll try to master it.
It's fun, and challenging.
Still, I managed to survive.


There is something that I keep thinking about.
People keep asking me.
But I can't give them answers.
It's sad y'know.
And, they asks a lot of questions!!
Sigh.
What else can I say?

I'm just waiting and hope it to happen.
I believe.

Labels: Shut.

1 week of attachment is down.
So far it has been alright.
Witnessed and experienced a lot of things.
Not to forget, I learned something.

I'm posted to the heart ward.
Nice, got aircon. -.-
Not only that, but I really love it.
Thanks to my BioScience, I fell in love anything got to do with cardiac.
Most things that can be found in hospital and not in school.
Needles, medicine, tags, more and more.
My team mates are great also.
Enjoying myself with them.
Oh, at least I get to see Julie. Hah.
Though we're not the same shift.
But, I'm all stucked with another classmate of mine, Rauf.
He's great with me. :)
Kinda miss not going to the hospital when it's the off day.

Oh, the ENs are super nice!
I don't really clique with most of the SNs.
Just that, one of my senior in my school as well as in NCC, is there.
She kinda forget me when I asked her. Heh.
But so far, it's fine.


I learned so much there.
Tells me what's another part of life is about.
And, dealing with other's life and feelings.
It involves everything.

Oh, it recalls me of something.
About something happened between me and someone.
Now, I'm wondering.
Have I treated you so badly?
Am I that mean??
I still don't get it.
Sigh.
How I wish I could explain things to that person.
Give me a chance.
I need that, please.


Oh well,
When all is well, everything goes well.
It's the opposite when it's not.
I made a mistake.
Tell me what I did wrong.

Labels: Five days in.

Though it's Hari Raya season, can I just stay home??
Soo tired...

I noticed that this year is somehow..
I don't even know how to categorise it.
Since everyone is on their own ways now,
They are busy with their own lives.

The younger ones asking forgiveness to the elders.
A wish and seek forgiveness.
Oh well..




So far it has been very chaotic.
First day, my house was the victim. Sigh.
Uncles and Aunties, Cuzzies;
Pictures will upload soon I hope. :)

I love this cuzzie of mine :D

I chat with one of my uncle.
He told me about my late brother.
The way he said it really made me sad.
I burst out to tears and I wish I had a brother.. Sigh..



As for second day,
Go here, go there, go everywhere.
Rent a car so my sis could drive us all.
Too many wanna upload.
Maybe I'll upload more on FB.
Hold on cuzzies, aunties and uncles! :)


Tomorrow is the start of my ATTACHMENT!!!!
Shit, I have not iron my uniform. -.-''

Labels: Raya 2010.

Second last day of fasting. Wooo~
'Besok malam, SETAN keluar!!!!'
So be prepared. :P


Exams are over~! Finally.
My first semestrial exam in Poly life.
The feeling is like when you're taking O level.
But this time, its with home clothes and...
You can just go off after you finish the paper.
Doesn't have to wait the whole duration.
I'm just trying my luck on how my first GPA will be.

Next up is; Attachment.
3 weeks of it.
Sadly, I'm not as the same shift as Julie.
But never the mind. Another classmate of mine will be the same as me.
No Hari Raya for me.
It feels like my time during O level. -.-''
Only weekends I'm able to go out.

Bet, tomorrow will be busy.
Gonna start cooking the dishes all.
Spring cleaning and all..
Haiz..

There's a story behind this.
I'm not letting it all out.
And, it won't leak out.
A lot of opinions had been playing in my ear.
It's about time I make a decision.
I just hope,
I won't regret.

8/9/10

Labels: Underneath.

I came to realise something that I was left speechless and..
Just can't put a word to describe it.

I just came back home from slacking with Hanis alone.
Actually I met up with Bella at around 9+pm and waited for Hanis to finish work.
Then, the rest came; Alvin, Terence & Kenneth.
Okay, no big deal about it.

When I was slacking with Hanis just now after all went back,
I somehow confided some things to him.
Something struck me right into the head and heart.
This is the first time that Hanis advice me that I was left speechless.
I controlled my tears and it really suck.
I couldn't describe what I was feeling.
Right now? I'm feeling so shitty.

I am really proud of him.
Seriously.
So far, it has always me who wake him up and made him realise about life.
But this time, he made me speechless!
What was I thinking back then?
Why wasn't I thinking logically?!!!!
What has happened to me?!!!

I really need to thank you, nis.
Muhammad Danial Hanis.
Thank you for waking me up and made me realised.

Labels: Realised.

September has come. It's the 9th month of 2010.
Time is now very fast.
A week more to Hari Raya.
The songs keep playing at the radio stations.
I feel the sadness again.
It's very sad to celebrate when our loved ones aren't there.
Oh well...

Since I've visited my Grandmother's grave that time,
I think I will be visiting my Grandfather's and my Brother.
Luckily it's just here.


Today was Safety In Healthcare.
This is the first paper that I find it very difficult so far.
Thank god I didn't came late like how I came on my Psychology paper.
Everytime I have an exam,
I hate my full name. -.-''
Shade every single letter!! Sigh.
Why did I have such long name?
Last paper will be next week.
BioScience it is.
Lesson learnt, not to study last minute.
Perhaps I will start tomorrow (?)
I need to! I can't procrastinate anymore.. Sigh.


I know time will wait for no one.
How I wish time will go slower now.

I am now very confident on what I want.
I need to tell you.

Labels: Certain.

Respect me and i'll respect you, that makes the world a happier place

Don't SPAM! would appriciate it.

Linda.
31 January.
9 Teen.
Simple.
Second year student @ NYP.
:D
Home is not Forever.

SING - A - LONG!



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As for this time...

♥
Do well for First Semestrial Exams!!!
Attain GPA at least 3.0 for 2nd Sem Exam. Go Overseas
Laptop (?)
New bag
Grow taller!
Make full use of life.
New phone!
To get to know everyone better.
To become a better person.

What I love and hate, that will depends.

Afraah
Bella
Belle
Dania Syazana
Ezzati
Farhan
Hid
Hasheemah
Hamira
Hazirah
Hazimah
Inka
Joanne Ong
Khaliesah
Khaliesah cutie
Khairunnisa
Narissa
NAZ-MI
Nazmi
Liyana
Rahimah
Radhiah
Seri Zafirah
Shaheen
Springfield NCC SEA
Sulastrie
Syafiqah
Syazwani
Uzzma
Wen Jun
Zahira
Zafirah
Zarifah
Zakiyah

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