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.`♥Wednesday, September 30, 2009♥

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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NAZMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may all your wishes and hopes come true!!
all the best for the upcoming Os and study hard!!
we always achieved marks that are very near. lets work hard together
and do well for our Os.
and dear Nazmi,
thank you for being such a nice guy and the sweetest guy ever!
i hope you like the present. heehee.

fuh! 3 days straight!
went to school with crutches, went to school with inka.
at last! class has changed.
dont have to climb up the stairs.
hmm.. lots of thing happened.
yesterday i got a ride home from mr tan. :D
wheee.. luckily we stayed near each other.
so yea. made it easy for me.
but, mr tan forced farhan to tag along.
and farhan sent me til my doorstep.
today inka sent me home. xD
so sweet of you guys. thanks alot inka & farhan!! ^^

today had 3 periods of chemistry.
did our very last practical before O level.
partner with inka and as per normal, took pictures together.
it was uploaded in facebook. so yea.

oh yes!! i wanna wish Bella a safe trip!!!
Bella!! dont forget to keep in touch in fb!!!
im going to miss u dear!!!
buy for me things. heh. wondering what Taiwan gifts are.
be prepared to receive my message tmr!
love ya! have a safe flight! and come back soon!!!!

today is the last day of september.
As my memory rests,
But never forgets what i lost,
Wake me up when September ends.
yes, was woken up. i must.
*sigh* why did such things happened?
i want to clear this and make things better.
at least before O level.
i have to start my revision! 21 days to pratical.
sigh!!! time, please go slower.
aite, till here then.

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.`♥Sunday, September 27, 2009♥

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good morning~! a bright sunday morning.
woke up early just now. still sleepy.
yesterday was a blast! had open house at home.
people coming in and eat.
mom cooked a great spread; Nasi Tomato, Ayam Merah, Darca, Kurma.
heh. mom's friends and my friends came.
so yea. after yesterday, not gonna celebrate raya anymore.
time to focus on O!!!!
Tasya came yesterday, heh ^^. Hanis didnt.
OMG!! yesterday my whole family keep teasing me and Hanis!! ggrr!!!!!!
anyway, had a long day yesterday. i have to use crutches at home. ):

my feet has yet to recover. it kinda sux. i cant press my feet.
im wondering how im gonna go to school tomorrow.
i cant let my feet got wet, cant walk properly, cant sleep well!
sigh, this suck!
gonna bear with it til it fully recovers.
felt like i dont want to go for next treatment.
the pain is a killer. if u guys experience it, then u would understand.

am going to spend my day today to rest.
not going to walk around much.
conserve energy for tomorrow. :(
aite, till then.

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.`♥Friday, September 25, 2009♥

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woke up at 0800. at least able to wake up late.
didnt got to school just now.
surprisingly, the school office called me at around 3+ to check on me.
i thought i told my teachers already that im not coming today. -.-''

so anyway, got up and got ready.
went out at 0900 and Hanis was already under my block since 0850.
he accompanied me to SGH for my treatment.
sat in the mrt, talking and looking.
eyes are sleepy, heard music. :P

reached the Registration office at around 1015.
appointment time was 1030. name was called on 1045. =.=!
i saw my Podiatrist there, the one that treated me at Geylang Polyclinic.
i was like, 'hey!! remember me?'
she: oh yes dear, what time is your appointment?
me: 1030.
she: alright, take a seat first.
time for my treatment.........
wow, she was there to treat me again!!!
she said: are you ready for the pain? its more painful than last time.
me: just now was, certainly not now in the room!
she: i'll try to be gentle dear. you're a brave girl as usual.
me: heh, yeah right. brave...
as usual, she started off by peeling off my skin.
add in the Silver Nitrate. the difference was that....
she sprayed Nitrogen gas to my feet.
DAMN! the pain was to the extreme!!!
each time the infected part was sprayed, i screamed!!!
Hanis watched the whole process and of course heard me screaming.
He offered a help, by placing his hand there.
so that i could grab his hand. (wth? like giving birth sia!!!)
instead i covered my eyes and screamed all the way when the Nitrogen gas
was being sprayed.

After all were done, gave a nice dressing to my feet.
again, it was different from previous ones.
added a soft material and bandaged it.
i can barely walk!! after dressing the feet up,
got up and tried to walk.
my Podiatrist asked me: you will be needing a wheelchair or crutches.
me: what? i have crutches at home. but not now.
she: try walking slowly and we'll see how.
went out of the treatment room and try to walk slowly.
one thing happened, i fell down!!!
omg, it was so embarassing!!
lucky Hanis was there, he helped me up. :D
seriously, the pain is killing me!!!
it was as if it was being peeled of by a sharp knife and poking in.
the nurse there got me a wheelchair when saw me fell down.
gave my IC to withdraw the wheelchair.
while waiting for the payment, my Podiatrist came and meet me.
she kept apologising to me due to the pain. that was so thoughtful of her.
but i understand, its their job to make my feet get treated well.
then, went back using the wheelchair till the taxi stand.
cant take mrt. my feet is killing me!

Hanis sent me home till my doorstep.
reached home, my aunt's maid took out the crutches and gave it to me.
LOL! yes, i have to use the crutches to walk.
what a day.
another different thing from the previous treatments,
i felt the sting on my feet. the pain is continuous.
BUT! the positive side is that, im being treated as a royalty.
ordering people around. :P
i have to come back again next week. (OMG!)
gosh, gonna bear the pain again. it sucks!
overall, what a wonderful experience...

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.`♥Thursday, September 24, 2009♥

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alright. today is the Graduation Day!!!
it was alright, but had fun taking pictures and the food, awesome!!

ok, in the morning, went to class and sat down.
just sat down and nazmi say: eh linda, u received an award!
me: huh? wat award? (blur)
nazmi: the SINGA Award.
me: huh? wat award is that??!!
nazmi: dont noe. i oso got. heh.
so, an announcement was made, those receiving awards have to report at 8.25am.
reported and had rehearsals til 3rd period.

recess -- shared my kuih(s) with my classmates. brought to school. heh :D
after recess, had the briefing for Science Practical.
followed by the Career Fair in canteen. the Polytehnics set up booth.
whooo. had lots of goodies =)
while waiting for time to pass for Graduation Ceremony, took LOTS of pictures! heh
and received cheesecake from Bella, Mei Ling & Wenxi. thanks!! :D

then, it was time for the Graduation Ceremony.
it was alrite, started off with awards ceremony.

this is it. received this award.

so bla bla bla.. as per normal. class rep gave speeches, watched videos.
ceremony was ok. but food and camwhoring were AWESOME!!!!!
second graduation,
had fun. took lots of pictures. received 2 souvenirs from school and teachers.
how time flies.....

after graduation ceremony, met my CCA teacher.
gave her the answer.
supposedly tomorrow is the dateline.
but tomorrow aint coming to school.
hospital appointment for my foot. the treatment.
hospital treatment is more painful.
haish. oh well. all the best for me. (ENDURE!)
till then.

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.`♥Wednesday, September 23, 2009♥

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thank god! at last im able to come back early!!! after such tiring weeks and days.
reached home at 2.30pm. got myself a good cold bathe and slack at the sofa a while.
no one's at home, cats all around the house. eyes are getting heavy and heavy.

so anywho, supposedly this morning i have to reach school by 7am. but i was late,
i reached school at 7.15am!!!!! 15 mins late. -.-
went straight to the art room, and feeling so panic and stressed up!
searched my boards and get it editted.
didnt go for the flag raising. :D was in the art room thru out!
Farhan, Bella and i were so stressed up to get our boards done.
it was so chaotic in the morning.
oh yes. i missed the first period too! english. left another periof of it.
reached class at about 8.25am. heh.
teacher didnt say anything. :P

then, during art 2 periods, spent the whole time chatting.
together with Narissa, Afraah & Inka.
topic? haha. girls topic. it was very beneficial. really.

ahh. had 3 periods of Chemistry just now. had practical practice.
ok, its doable compared to other practices.
but still, my class is still weak in chem practs.
mdm zulaiha asked us, 'How to improve on your Chemistry practical?'
none of us can answer that question.
i agreed, how can i improve on my chem pract? *Sigh*
29 days to O level Science Practical.
4 weeks. time is so running out now.
i have to concentrate on O! i must!!! ive not been focusing!!!!!
what the hell sia!! I WANT TO FOCUS!!!!!!!!!! :(

perhaps, im going to give my answer to my CCA teacher tomorrow.
im still unsure to go the Cadet Officer Course.
lets leave to god to decide and what answer will i give her tomorrow.
supposedly due date is Friday. but, i may not be coming to school.
thus, im not going to NCC training too. however, depends how my condition is.

tomorrow, 24 September 2009. GRADUATION DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
last year's graduation day was 18 Sept. heh, those times....
sadly, inka wont be there tomorrow!!!!
INKA!!! IF ONLY THERE IS A KIND SOUL TO HELP! D:
they are bringing cameras tomorrow. snap shots here and there.
oh ya, i heard there will be a surprised for my class. heh
wonder what will it be??
and, someone's baking cake for me!! heee! ;)

oh well, i wanna rest now and get some sleep!!!!
till then.

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.`♥Tuesday, September 22, 2009♥

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back to school!! cant get up so easily. alarm rang thrice.

head so heavy to get up. eyes dont want to open.
ok anyway, school was alrite.
just that we had change of timetable.
4 periods of.... MATHS! oh dear. :(
but its ok, music can keep me accompany. :D

Hari Raya was a blast. met our relatives, cousins. heh. it was FAN-TAS-TIC!
visit my sick uncle. :( pity him...
but, its alrite, every year we visit him.
so, ya. yesterday got ready at 11am! went out at 1145, until night.
uzzma came my place at 11. took taxi seh!! from jurong to here. hah!
lucky she brought her camera.
UZZMA!!! NAK GAMBAR NI! BLER SEH NAK SEND?!!!
well, but i did take some photos in my phone. heh.

me & uzzma. =D

Emirul & me!! xD

both are younger than me! believe it.

ok, back to school!
straight after school, rushed to art room.
today is the submission date! -.-
so, feeling so stressed up and panic, got my 8 mounting boards ready.
with the help of Miss Idah, its much more easier for me. thanks :D
also, ive been forgetful these days.
Miss Idah said, ive been feeling so stressed and thinking too much.
hmm.. im wondering.....
but no matter wat, ive yet to finish it.
tomorrow im going to do.
before 7am i have to reach school. :(
gonna sleep early i guess.

2 more days to Graduation Day!! whee.
heard got a nice spread for us.
Inka, Farhan: you know what we will do right??!! haha!! =P
i cant wait to see the memorable video like last year.
oh well, time is passing so fast now.

*Sigh* no change.

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.`♥Saturday, September 19, 2009♥

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what a busy week. been very occupied these few days, or should i say weeks?
came back to sch on thursday. got back our exam scripts.
so far i got back my English paper, Maths, Chemistry, Social Studies and History.
i passed all except English. -.-
whole class failed English Compre. i got 14.5/50!
Maths? YESAAHHH!!! i passed both! Paper 1: 45/78. Paper 2: 52/95.
Chemistry? received Paper 3: 42/65. (im so happy that i was able to pass!)
Social Studies: 26/50. it was a tough paper though.
History? the most unbelievable marks. 30/50. second highest! haha. highest was 31/50.
thank god i passed. just that english!! sux. -.-

Friday? was super FUN! i love it. hahaha.
school was rather fast. love Maths period!!! hahaa.
Mr Tan had some great news for us. then, Nazmi said: 'u getting married?!'
the whole class laughed loudly. it was hilarious!!
after school, did art prepwork. tried to finish it but cant. left 2 boards.
i was chosen to serve a VIP, MOE ppl coming to the artroom.
so, Mr Siva chose me, Mira and some others, to work in Digital Artroom. heh.
i gave my best hospitality to them. :D

ok! today! feeling fatigue!!
woke up at 0700, went to market, after that help in the kitchen.
cooked: Ayam Masak Merah, Sambal Goreng Pengatin, Ketupat, Lepat, Rendang & Serunding.
wheee!!! hari raya is just tomorrow!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin kepada semua teman-teman saya yang tersayang.
Harap dimaafkan segala salah silap saya!!!
Nak datang rumah, call dulu ye.. saya busy this year.
nak kena prepare untuk O level. Insyaallah pintu saya akan terbuka untuk kalian semua.

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.`♥Tuesday, September 15, 2009♥

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woohoo!! finally prelim is over!! after 1110am just now, we were all
enjoying ourselves and slack a lot!! heh.
farhan, inka and me planned to finish up our o level prepwork,
but in the end, we sat outside ava room and slack. been chased out by mr siva
did lots of talking, discussed about hari raya. lol. :D

later, a class rushed out the art room. that class did outdoor painting.
heh, got to noe it was zarifah's class. lol.
mr siva crack some jokes and we laughed a lot! funny. haha.
then, helped zarifah paint and an incident happened!
supposedly farhan wanted to help her paint.
but as zarifah wanted to pass the brush, it flew and hit farhan's shirt.
there was a black paint on it.
it happened before when zarifah and nazmi had paint fighting. =P

after school hours, farhan and i accompanied Miss Ida to a spec shop.
Miss Hidayah was there too!! lol! long time didnt meet her.
miss disturbing her and sharing stories. hahaha!! (wicked!)
then, sat at block 833 and chat there.
it was windy and we enjoyed the breeze as the weather was so hot.
didnt stay for too long.
went back home at ard 3+.
after had a good shower, i proceed to bed!
at last, i was able to sleep. felt so tired though.
just now woke up at 0130am and did art.
end up i was able to do 4 boards. stayed up til pre dawn meal.
and got ready for school.
thus, i had a great sleep just now. slept til its almost to break fast.

there's no school tomorrow. yay!
dont have to wake up early. i can at least have a day rest.
at least i can have a peaceful mind.

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here i am posting early in the morning...
oh well, i have to wake up and do my art prelim prep work. have yet to finish.
wanted to do last night, but for sure i would fall asleep. feeling so tired!!!
anway, yesterday's maths paper was indescribable. first page, i can do. i guess so.
but along the way, its more challenging!! den, malay? sux. -.-'' after 3 months of not having malay. (sigh)

after paper, went to the art room. waste some time first. oh yes, straight after paper,
i received a message from Ma'am Lee. it was so shocking though. i replied that we must meet and talk.
so yea, met her and talked to her.
im not sure of going to the 58th Cadet Officer Course. she wanted to nominate me.
but i'll give her the answer by next week, after hari raya.
god, help me choose the right decision.

anyway, did art a bit with the help of Miss Ida. went to the library and print those pictures.
had some laughters with her and farhan. but,
although we look happy, tears lingered somewhere.
its just wasnt shown when you are so near and infront of me.

not going to say much. i have to start cracking now.
i must finish at least 4 more boards.
til then.

if you would have told me earlier, i would have understood.
if you would have show me, i would have realised earlier.
if you would have at least talk to me, i would have known.
why do you keep it to yourself?
you're going to hurt yourself more.
im so stupid to realise it now.
i took longer time to realise this. and i regret this.
i have done many things to make things better.
you just keep being ignorant with it.
deep inside, i know you're hurting too.
i would like to hear from you soon. real soon.
its been taking much time isnt it?
come on. time is running out.
if only i knew.

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.`♥Saturday, September 12, 2009♥

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oh dear. its saturday.
feeling so tired today. woke up at 8.30am and did spring cleaning.
its about time to tidy up the house.
body all aching. got rid of the old furniture and replaced the new ones.
brought down the old one, its heavy to carry it. ):
after that, proceed to the kitchen.
did Hari Raya delicacies. xD
total did 3 delicacies. yummy.
its quite a challenge for me, baking those when fasting. heh
but, overall had alot of fun with uzzma.
yes, she sleep over at my place.

the bad thing is that i have yet to start on my art prelim prepwork.
im sooo lazy to start it. somemore we need to have 6 pieces of prep work!
i cant think of anything for the paper 2. sigh.
monday is malay paper 2 and maths paper 2.
have yet to study.
busy preparing for the hari raya.

im still wondering.
there must be a reaction. but it wasnt clear.
i have yet to hear from you.
til when?

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.`♥Friday, September 11, 2009♥

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this whole week i am feeling so tired.
wednesday went home late,
thursday went home late,
today went home late.
4 days straight in school and this whole week been coming home late.
i cant find time to give myself a break.
things are happening consecutively.
oh god, is this the challenge of the fasting month?
thank god for giving me such challenge.

yesterday i had maths. whole day maths.
reached school at abt 9.15am.
all the way straight practising maths. hope i can improve by paper 2.
just now went to school for art. stayed awhile.
have to go to Johore Bahru, meet my aunt there.
it was 1.10pm ardy, i called her to ask.
so yea, im met her. actually im alone, but uzzma wanted to tag along.
we had fun though. going to JB just the 2 of us.
we were not familiar by the new checkpoint. aunt told us to just follow the ppl.
and we did; managed to survive too!! :D
had buffet for break fast. the food was marvellous.
all the ppl had second rounds or more. we just had 1st serving.
there were variety of food and had BBQ food as well.
uzzma and i just take all the food to try and we werent able to finish all.
we were so full!!!!
then, did some shopping and proceed back home.

10 days before hari raya is the important days.
one of the days could be the Laylat al-Qadr.
im gonna pray hard.

i have yet to finish my O level art prepwork.
i have yet to start my prelim art prepwork.
8 more days to Hari Raya.
10 more days to Graduation day.
plus, minus 4 weeks to O level 1st paper.

i am speechless on what is happening.
dont be too harsh. ive said my piece.
thank you. im sorry.

happy birthday dad!!!
linda doa kan smoga dad panjang umur dan murah rezeki.
dad yang selama ni tanggung makan minum kita, linda amat menghargai
sikap ayah yang tekun dan bekerja untuk dapat rezeki halal.
semoga dad sihat selalu dan keadaan baik. insyaallah.

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.`♥Wednesday, September 9, 2009♥

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at last im able to use the computer.
its been 4 days. heh.
saturday to monday been busy, sis rent the car, so took a drive out.
been breaking fast at geylang with sis and dad.
den later take a walk and fetch mom from work.
den, go geylang bazaar again. been doing dat for the past 4 days.
AND!! been going back home late. reached ard 1-1.30am.

had art yesterday and today but awhile. also had maths.
art was sooo chaotic, gonna submit prep work soon.
maths? hah. today was sooo tiring and restless.
got back our maths paper 1 though.
amazingly, I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesss!! at last!! been failing maths,
and now im able to pass. xD
we cant bring out the paper, havent exam review but mr tan gave us ardy. heh.
did corrections on our own, practice maths bla bla bla.
tomorrow also have maths. 9am - 5pm!!!
gonna be much more restless!!! argh!
oh yes! funny thing happened.
inka asked about the SIET Bursary Award.
so, i had to call the person to ask them.
omg, they talk.. really.. (censored) cant say.
ppl might think im racist. =.=''

anyway, after some time i didnt on, i received something.
it was surprising, at the same time i wasnt too sure of it.
i dont understand what, suddenly it said dat.
i hope to find an answer.

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.`♥Saturday, September 5, 2009♥

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Dejavu happens all the time. either subconsciously or otherwise.
it is the feeling of having previously seen or experienced something to having dreamt about a similar situation or place,
and forgetting about it until one seems to be mysteriously reminded of the situation or place while awake
people say this, history is repeating by itself. when events happening consecutively.
cant change the fate, but we can try to avoid it. although it is not certain of achieving success,
still. we can try to avoid it to make us think positively and not expecting the unexpected.

sometimes dreams too can turned out to be reality.
there are many types of dreams. The content and purpose of dreams are not fully understood.
normally when we dream all those that are related to us by memories, we thought of it too much.
i admit, i had a 'nightmare' which i was so scared of it.
i didnt realise that thinking of it too much can make it came to my dream.
i woke up crying to myself. people said its not worth it. but i cant control my emotions, my feelings.
its just so hard to forget and control them.
if human can control their feelings and emotions, they are superhumans! or better, robots.
human have those feeelings and emotions to make us think and feel. its a great gift given by god.

great thing about our mind is that they are simply wonderful.
when they start to wonder, they would not stop wondering and keep on wondering.
same goes to think, thinking, keep on thinking and think.
our mind stored up the past. nothing can change the past. past is a very strong thing.
the past show us how we had been spending our lifes.
the past may be pain, the past may be gain.
one of my biggest flaw is that i kept thinking on the past.
i keep on having flashbacks and everything.
this has turned out to be a habit for me. and had stored in my long-term memory.
even those who have short-term memory, can still remember the past.
with the past, we had such memories. this is inevitable.
we lived to have memories and past.
unless we had an accident and had memory lost. with this, u can forget about the past.
sometimes i wished i could make dat happen, forgetting about some events of the past.
but, wth? getting myself an accident will only make me suffer.
rather than suffer, might as well just die.
dying is the end of your life. i dont want that. life is short.
but still, we cant change fate.

life is just so unfair. it has full of challenges and obstacles that we have to face.
we meet new people, get along and after that, they let go.
i simply wonder why people come and go.
when you go, you left such good memories behind with me which ive always been treasuring it.
the good memories that were left, makes it impossible to forget them.
i wonder why do u want me to forget you.
the reason? the truth? there must be. these must be heard.
speaking of truth, its the opposite of lies.
you said i lied. dont u want to tell me on what i lied about?
perhaps this was just a misunderstanding. you wont give me a chance to hear your reason.
i kept asking, u kept denying.
if i were to lie, it wasnt meant to decieve you.
i dont have any intention to deceive you nor losing that trust from you.
im not sure if you would believe me here.
but trust is important for us.
i know its hard to build that trust again. but we could try, right?
come on, lets end this cold war. lets resolve this.
its been taking too much time isnt it?
because of that lie, you gave me cold shoulder. and your pulling yourself away.
lets put an end. please.
im not asking too much. im not forcing.
im hoping from you. yes you.
forgive me.

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.`♥Friday, September 4, 2009♥

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had just woken up from a message. -.-
had a longggg nap though. it was FANtasTIC!
today's paper was Science 1, an hour paper.
it was doable, i guess. except that chemistry is much more challenging.
straight after paper, went back home, reached home ard 0945.
got myself a shower, and head to bed. sleep. i guess i fell asleep ard 1030.
so yea, slept all the way til 1357. coz syafiqah's msg woke me up!
yea, gonna meet her later. feels so great! its been long time since ive waited! heh
so ya, she messaged me again at 1517. saying that she's ardy in the train!
and ya, she woke me up again heh.
gonna get ready soon. bla bla bla.

yesterday? a lot of things happened.
i had a really bad dream yesterday. ): it sux.
had Maths 1 and Physics 2.
maths for sure CMI (CANNOT make it)
i simply cant concentrate during maths. was affected somehow.
my mind was elsewhere but body was stationary.
again, straight after paper i went back home.
didnt manage to sleep.
i have to take care of my cats now as my aunt went to Melacca.
so ya, i have to do all the chores. bla bla bla.
after all things were done, went out to meet Nazmi & Rukhsana.
got mosquito bites!!!! (ARGH)
then, went to Tasya's house to breakfast together.
i was late though, because of stupid 34, very draggy. -.-''
then, after eating, as usual, tasya made me happy.
although it was not quite direct, but still, im happy to meet her yesterday.
:D

oh well, now just waiting for time to pass.
meeting syafiqah soon!!! yay!!!
then, nid go NTUC! boringggggg. =.=
til then.

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just got back home.

ok, went to see Syafiqah just now.

i was late though, hee sry!! :D

so yea, sat down and talked.

since its the fasting month, we cant go ard and eat.

just sat down and have a good talk.

time was so fast just now.

i really didnt realised that it was almost 6.30pm.

met Rukhsana too, she wanted to break fast with me.

and guess wat?! amazingly, today my sis drived!! heh.

she rent the car so brought us out.

supposedly wanted to send syafiqah but her parents fetch her.

so left me and rukhsana, got in the car and went to Afghanistan. :D

sis drived so rough! me and rukhsana at the back seat was like at the roller coster

had a wonderful spread. hee. my dad enjoyed the food too.

my sis treated us. whee.

my first time seeing rukhsana eat weirdly and same goes to her.

both of us eat the food with 'weird' things. haha

after that, walked around Afghan, funny sia.

my sis and rukhsana really can get along. -.-'' ggrr!!!

after that, my sis sent her home, reached carpark, my sis waited.

i sent rukhsana til her lift. heh.

after that, went to fetch mom at work.

then, take a stroll and went back home.

am going to meet the Part C going to SSC tmr.

khadijah want borrow my no.3 belt. -.-

have to go all the way there and send.
so after eating, have to get ready

hope they are prepared! good luck girls!!
and bring back another award again. :D

i send my condolonces to Rukhsana as her granduncle passed away.

til then!

was touched by Tasya's blog post..
aaawww!!! hee. so sweet of you.
thanks tasya. u made me smile.
and I LOVE U!!!!!
PARTNER?!!!!!!!! HOW ARRR?!?!!!!!!!?!?!?!

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.`♥Wednesday, September 2, 2009♥

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nice weather to start the day with.
was able to have longer sleep just now.
woke up at 0930. got ready to go school. had the Physics Consultation.
so yea, reached school at 1030. met Nazmi first, waited in the library for Farhan.
then, Farhan came and proceed to ITR3.
reached there at abt 1100. lol, we were late. class start at 1030.
after settling things down, gather questions to ask teacher.
so yea, while we were discussing a question, Miss Sharon Tan came in the room.
we were being chased out by her. -.-
shifted at ITR2, sat awhile, chased out by Mr Chng. =.=''
lastly, ITR1. nazmi predicted we will be chased out again. and true,
that time Bella and i went to the toilet.
got back up and saw different class.
i called Nazmi, Irwan and Farhan, no reply. (angry!)
received msg from Irwan & Farhan,
'Finding us? :D' ggrr. can joke with us somemore.
last resort, bella said must be in class. and yea. in class.

at first i didnt want to go school today. but wth? i'll be at lost.
so yea. at least i managed to clear some doubts i have before tomorrow's paper.
Maths Paper 1. Physics 2. calculation day.
venue will change though, in the hall. not in the classroom anymore.
gosh. day by day had passed.
time is really running out.

going to study today. i must!!!!
cant bear to lose time. i need to keep myself occupied.
gonna spend the day studying today.
till then.

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.`♥Tuesday, September 1, 2009♥

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time travels so fast.
met tasya at 12+pm. went to her house and waited for her to get ready.
she got ready real fast though. :P
it was raining, so yea, me and her sharing umbrella. cute rite? :D
except that she has to hold it coz she taller than me. -.-
ok anyway, went to St.11 shop there, bought something and went to Tampines 1 and Tampines Mall.
brought Auntie Anne's Pretzel! yummy.

then, proceed back home. i went to tasya's home to spend my time there and to study.
so yea, until now i have yet to come home. still want to spend time with tasya.
its like i cant bear to part with her. coz she's like making me happy after SOME THINGS happened!
so yea, i did my Physics TYS, but still im so restless to do and was disturbed by it.
tasya was doing her art, painting her canvas. so yea.
as i was being so disturbed and being paranoid to her, we decided to make videos.
somemore, tasya also feeling not up. :P. so yea, made video that made a 'effect' on us.

here are some videos.

too much to upload. still have plenty more.
it takes a lot of time to upload those vids.
if u all want view more, go to Tasya's youtube profile.

anyway, tomorrow no school! yes! haha. no paper for me.
but perhaps im going for Physics. got session before the prelim paper.
so yea.

overall, thank you Natasya Farah Amalina!!!
for making my day and accompanying me thruout.
thanks for listening me out and thank you for making me feel better.
with those jokes, laughters and happiness, i am able to make myself happy.
and, also, i hope im able to make u feel distress from IT!
so ya, with great happiness today, hope both of us are feeling better.
and yea. i felt so great that we met yesterday.
thanks tasya! i love you much.

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