Dejavu happens all the time. either subconsciously or otherwise.
it is the feeling of having previously seen or experienced something to having dreamt about a similar situation or place,
and forgetting about it until one seems to be mysteriously reminded of the situation or place while awake
people say this, history is repeating by itself. when events happening consecutively.
cant change the fate, but we can try to avoid it. although it is not certain of achieving success,
still. we can try to avoid it to make us think positively and not expecting the unexpected.



sometimes dreams too can turned out to be reality.
there are many types of dreams. The content and purpose of dreams are not fully understood.
normally when we dream all those that are related to us by memories, we thought of it too much.
i admit, i had a 'nightmare' which i was so scared of it.
i didnt realise that thinking of it too much can make it came to my dream.
i woke up crying to myself. people said its not worth it. but i cant control my emotions, my feelings.
its just so hard to forget and control them.
if human can control their feelings and emotions, they are superhumans! or better, robots.
human have those feeelings and emotions to make us think and feel. its a great gift given by god.



great thing about our mind is that they are simply wonderful.
when they start to wonder, they would not stop wondering and keep on wondering.
same goes to think, thinking, keep on thinking and think.
our mind stored up the past. nothing can change the past. past is a very strong thing.
the past show us how we had been spending our lifes.
the past may be pain, the past may be gain.
one of my biggest flaw is that i kept thinking on the past.
i keep on having flashbacks and everything.
this has turned out to be a habit for me. and had stored in my long-term memory.
even those who have short-term memory, can still remember the past.
with the past, we had such memories. this is inevitable.
we lived to have memories and past.
unless we had an accident and had memory lost. with this, u can forget about the past.
sometimes i wished i could make dat happen, forgetting about some events of the past.
but, wth? getting myself an accident will only make me suffer.
rather than suffer, might as well just die.
dying is the end of your life. i dont want that. life is short.
but still, we cant change fate.



life is just so unfair. it has full of challenges and obstacles that we have to face.
we meet new people, get along and after that, they let go.
i simply wonder why people come and go.
when you go, you left such good memories behind with me which ive always been treasuring it.
the good memories that were left, makes it impossible to forget them.
i wonder why do u want me to forget you.
the reason? the truth? there must be. these must be heard.
speaking of truth, its the opposite of lies.
you said i lied. dont u want to tell me on what i lied about?
perhaps this was just a misunderstanding. you wont give me a chance to hear your reason.
i kept asking, u kept denying.
if i were to lie, it wasnt meant to decieve you.
i dont have any intention to deceive you nor losing that trust from you.
im not sure if you would believe me here.
but trust is important for us.
i know its hard to build that trust again. but we could try, right?
come on, lets end this cold war. lets resolve this.
its been taking too much time isnt it?
because of that lie, you gave me cold shoulder. and your pulling yourself away.
lets put an end. please.
im not asking too much. im not forcing.
im hoping from you. yes you.
forgive me.

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