.`♥Tuesday, September 15, 2009♥
All in
here i am posting early in the morning...
oh well, i have to wake up and do my art prelim prep work. have yet to finish.
wanted to do last night, but for sure i would fall asleep. feeling so tired!!!
anway, yesterday's maths paper was indescribable. first page, i can do. i guess so.
but along the way, its more challenging!! den, malay? sux. -.-'' after 3 months of not having malay. (sigh)
after paper, went to the art room. waste some time first. oh yes, straight after paper,
i received a message from Ma'am Lee. it was so shocking though. i replied that we must meet and talk.
so yea, met her and talked to her.
im not sure of going to the 58th Cadet Officer Course. she wanted to nominate me.
but i'll give her the answer by next week, after hari raya.
god, help me choose the right decision.
anyway, did art a bit with the help of Miss Ida. went to the library and print those pictures.
had some laughters with her and farhan. but,
although we look happy, tears lingered somewhere.
its just wasnt shown when you are so near and infront of me.
not going to say much. i have to start cracking now.
i must finish at least 4 more boards.
til then.
if you would have told me earlier, i would have understood.
if you would have show me, i would have realised earlier.
if you would have at least talk to me, i would have known.
why do you keep it to yourself?
you're going to hurt yourself more.
im so stupid to realise it now.
i took longer time to realise this. and i regret this.
i have done many things to make things better.
you just keep being ignorant with it.
deep inside, i know you're hurting too.
i would like to hear from you soon. real soon.
its been taking much time isnt it?
come on. time is running out.
if only i knew.
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