To my late brother...
Happy 29th Birthday Nur Khairul Fadli.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dariNya.

Every year, I will remember this date.
Every year, I will cry to myself and keeping quiet.
Every year, I will think of him.
Every year, I wished that I have a brother.
Though I know that it's impossible, still.. Sigh.


Oh well..
Today was the last day of school.
And I was suffering!!!
I didn't bring my medicine to school and I felt real weak!
BUT!!!!!!
It's holiday now!!!!
2 weeks only. Pathetic!!!! -_-
I have to come back to school despite its the holiday.
If there isn't any lab practices, I don't have to travel.
That 2 weeks break is a study break.
So, when school reopen, exams will just keep coming.
As far as I know, I have 2 more presentations to go.
Bio practical exam, 2 Nursing Skills pract..
Just put that exams aside first.
I know I have to do something during this break!
This, I can't reveal.


Yesterday, I was on MC-ed.
I was sick. ):
Started on Wednesday.
I felt unwell when I go to school.
Then I started to feel feverish during my lunch break.
I can barely eat - no appetite.
So, I just ate something light just to eat this medicine that my friend gave.
It causes drowsiness.
So, literally during my lecture, I slept.
I swear I didn't even realise that I slept for 1 and a half hours.
Oh, and I can't go back and just skipped school.
I had a theory exam from 6pm - 7pm.
That was whyyyy, I had to stay all the way till evening.
The weather was fucking cold!!!
I had cyanosis, and seriously it's not just half.
But!! It was a whole that it changes the colour!
I was terrified.
Though I was using my friend's jacket to cover, I felt cold and shiver.

I could not concentrate on my exam.
I was feeling restless and just taking my own time to do.
In the end, I was able to finish and go off before 10 minutes paper ended.
I was looking forward to go out of that lecture theatre.
It was so cold and my hands were numb.
Going back time...
Had to suffer that 1 hour journey.
Oh and!! In the bus, it was effing cold as well!!!!!
I swear my hands were pale, my whole fingernails turned blue and I was shivering!
Reached interchange, I walked slowly.
But!! I can't take my time cause for once, I felt that the wind was my enemy.
Reached home, bathe and drop dead to sleep.
Oh, even when I sleep, I shiver even I had blanket and jacket on.
WORST FEVER EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, yesterday..
After seeing the doc, went back home, ate medicine and drop dead.
I slept the whole day.
At least my medication is 3x a day.
So, it's a good thing I learned Nursing.
Hah. I know the timing.
I sleptttttt till my sister woke me up in the evening.
I was like wondering why the hell she would want to wake me up!
Then, I realised that Bella came over to visit me.
AAAWWWW!! :D
She did called me, but I think I didn't realise.
I was sleeping the whole day!
Sooo... I can't remember that I picked up her call and talked to her. LOL!
Yeah, she was there to somehow take care of me.
I appreciate her concern and care. (:
After she went home at around 10+pm, I dropped dead again and sleep.
Couldn't help myself.
I just wanted to sleep and rest..
Oh, not forgetting to someone who is away from here.
That person also plays a role.
Thank you too (:
And, 17th December. Remember???

Now, at least I'm feeling quite better.
I know my mind isn't working so well now,
But I still can think...
I think that.......
NEH!! I won't say it out.

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Linda.
31 January.
9 Teen.
Simple.
Second year student @ NYP.
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Home is not Forever.

SING - A - LONG!



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As for this time...

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Do well for First Semestrial Exams!!!
Attain GPA at least 3.0 for 2nd Sem Exam. Go Overseas
Laptop (?)
New bag
Grow taller!
Make full use of life.
New phone!
To get to know everyone better.
To become a better person.

What I love and hate, that will depends.

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